21st December 2023, Thursday

 A Journey From A Digital Nomad Living With Freedom Lifestyle To An Efficiency-Dependable Character

 

How's the learning goes?

Didn't go as I planned 6 months ago.

Why is that?

I run away from it.

What obstacle did you ran into when learning Blender?

A lot of shortcuts to remember, and I keep forgetting how it works.

I still find it unfamiliar with the interface and get frustrated easily that it sometimes work, and sometimes not throughout the progression tired my mentality easily just in one learning step.

 

This is the process of building self-efficacy, it's part of self-learning, self-growth period.

 

I got distracted when I see the room floor dirty, took a broom and sweep clean. Or I thought wanting to start running game to loosen my impatience and frustration mood. 

Good, this means you still have awareness. This can be undone by telling yourself that you are on the right path and don't lose it.

 

I always fear to find out something I don't understand and probably never understand how things work.

 

I understand that Failure is a Fear To Everyone. Hearing "No" can feel a sense of loss, but it doesn't mean you lost forever.

I always fear to something I don't understand, and I start avoiding it. Now I felt regret for not finding out sooner. (PTPTN, Filing Income Tax ..etc)

Somethings that made you anxious means it's VIP and it requires higher attention and MUST be done. Thus, marks as your top priority. The faster you finish it, the faster you say "BYE BYE!" to anxiety.

 

I have too many dreams to accomplish that make my mental split.

 

Try focus on ONE GOAL at a time by using the Mini Habits Method. Divide the task into mini missions and give yourself a chance to do it by will consistently, everyday. You will be surprise that you can see greater improvement.

l often face externalization. Whenever I have the mood in doing something, something comes and put you in a situation that you have to mark it priority.

This is a Mind Game. Make it a flexible plan still to complete before you head to bed. Don't rely on Motivation. Use your WILLPOWER. Learn to take full ownership of your life.

My voice from reading

[Do The Hard Things First] by Scott Allan

11th December 2023, Monday

 

 After watching this.

 

30th November 2023, Thursday

The real reason I quit my previous job was

to find myself a new path, 

search what I really profession in,

 to restart myself, 

not just to design graphics.

It takes freedom in city

with money,

to buy for your freedom.

I bought 7 months worth of 11k

to be free,

to be free from

collared down to overwork.

Free from thinking 

whether the next day, 

be another overtime day.

Bringing my focus on studying 

to open a possible new career

that I might truly profession to live with.

It's easy to say

"Let's start it and get going!"

Much more preparation and strategy is needed.

Focus is easy,

I stop relying on motivation,

and trying to build discipline instead.

 

If I break down to smaller goals

and do them daily,

I'm sure I can real the flag gradually.

 

It's hard along the path

as knowledge digging deeper.

It's harder when comes to consistency.

Scam Trend Generation

 

 

 Another Scammer GETS THE CASH

news 

 

The victim is 33 year old, just 1 year younger than me but has RM800,000 savings in account. Just what kind of job this person does for living ? Because I don't have that extra zerosss at the back in my account.

 

Should I be ashamed of myself that I work hard, save hard but couldn't reach what this person could ? So many of these money just flush into scammers' pocket, and many still fall victims to voices behind a phone call. How I wish I could have those extra zerosss and make good use of it in this life.

 

It's sad yet it's not my money. Just how many years took this 33 year old to save so much?

31st October 2023, Tuesday

 Realizing what things I can show my mate that could light her up? A great view she able see in the place I stand? Underbridge, subway train, a walk on the side street?

 

On a hike

(Screentshot from Netflix)

 

 

I know very little of the place I was born, feeling I'm a complete stranger because I rarely have the chance to truly drive around places, exploring roads. People will eventually ask me, where's the best place to go here and there, and all I can give is, "don't know". Killed the fun.

In a party house, meeting new people

(Screentshot from Netflix)

 

When I was watching the [ Friends with Benefits ] 2011 movie, I found myself lacking all that basic conversation of people talk. People of the western countries, can easily hook up in the public just like playground.

16th October 2023, Monday

Deep down, I always wanted help, how to live my life meaningfully towards my goals. The biggest problem was, I don't know how and where to start.

 

I came across a bookstore near I stay a few times but always walk out empty-handed. I was afraid that I might spent my money again on books that once bought never touch.

I rarely bought self-improvement books in my life except masterpiece art & reference books.

I stumbled upon a book, a 120 pages [ Mini Habits ] by Stephen Guise costed RM49.90. A thin, ideal book for beginner reader such as myself. It's not a bad start. It's not my regular leisure to sip in a cafe, because I always thought cafes are only a place for coffee lovers.

 

I sat down on a fancy dark blue wool-cushion chair with a cup of Iced Green Tea Latte and the first page. Page by page, I highlighted the key points and wrote my thoughts with a red pen. One of the most important key points is, never depend on motivation and start build willpower.

Days past, I have been applying mini goals as my daily routine such as 10x pushup, Read 2 pages book, and continuing Inktober, slowly I added in learning new Kanji and resume online course set for 15 mins, draw using graphic tablet.

 

 

Today's the 8th day, I felt not doing anything. As the book mentioned, it takes at least 60 days to build a firm, stronger habit. I have to keep moving forward, making my time worth the day.

While the world are still working, I'm trying not to fall behind from the rest, because working competition are getting fiercer by each time a new tech launches to the world. ChapGPT, AI Generate, are the New features added into many softwares these days. Well of course, not free. Canvas has becoming a useful tool for non-designers as well as Adobe constantly adding new features to make work much easier version.

Day 11

Head down reading the pages, but mind is elsewhere.

Day 12-13

From the book, relying on feelings and motivation doesn't work in the long-run goals as mentioned. Therefore, I quit believing motivation is everything and get set, go.

I was actually 5 days delayed on Inktober. I tried my very best to come out 2-3 drafts from a keyword theme if possible. Sometimes, I based on picture reference, I found my imagination and decided this or that to be my start version. Sometimes it failed, and I had to re-think of another idea, erase the canvas and re-sketch again.

 

Completing 31 days of Inktober is one of my bucket lists. Last year I only completed 16 days, and I'm going to complete it this time.

Mystically, I feel more focused while working on my habits outside of my room. Sometimes I did my stuff at McDonald after lunch/dinner. The outside stimulation actually helps me do my work in a more productivity way with faster progress, even better than staying long hours in office.

I never knew some cafe actually serve nice tea too. Spending about 2 hours or more to read, write and sketch in those places, I feel the vibe of focus boost. Of course, a cup of drink is 12 days worth amount of sachets drink you can buy at supermarkets and homemade yourself, taste different vice, but cost-saving. 😕

Day 17-18

Wednesday evening. I dressed like I was about heading to war, crossing the traffic light and I'm here in a small cafe station just 3 mins walk. Ordered the usual tea, took a seat for a warm up image-reference surf before I lift the pencil. It's a lot more impossible to possible draft from a blank sketch book while in comfort zone.. I did it. Just one problem... took me whole hour to draft just one.. not fast enough.. but I managed to make some progress. I have been planning my idea visual of character design from writing it a backstory, referring images to finally draft one out. Based on the online course teaching, I need to make a few more drafts of the same character with same traits but different appearance.

 

Thursday afternoon. I start with the usual mini habits of 10x pushup + other random exercise movement while gaming Arknights. Second, I go with Inktober. Limiting only phone device on. Once done, I sketch and read for 15 mins or more each.

Slowly, I keep up the pace to complete the daily mini habits and adding more in my Daily To Do List.

Day 35

My Inktober is 1 week behind complete schedule, I still got 3 more ink drawings to finish the 2023's challenge. After that I will turn my focus on digital drawings.  

Ages Not Differ

 

 

Toddlers try to communicate but cry 

when they don't know how. 

 Children are defenseless. 

Yet, they can be mischievous to things they don't own as they own.

 

 

Teenagers are explorers 

with no known consequences.

 

Adults are extreme exploiters and 

hold no responsibilities of actions, if not found out.

 

 

Yet, many inventors and creators come from all ages. The generation is evolving faster and ever, thanks to the contributors behind all stages. Working hard is one thing, working smart is another level. The real talented are only --% in the world, some are lucky and discover their talent in earlier age, but it isn't easy for many to become one.

26th August 2023, Saturday

 

Today, grabbing delivery food is considered luxury for a single life. My job salary can't afford house or even cars, only slightly able to enjoy some RM300 below hobby or RM75 below dining meal once a while.

 

I'm just an average unknown single life who relies on public transports commute to work and lives in rented room in my 30s. I'm lucky enough to transform from no desk-no chair life to own 2 drawing tablets, a bookshelf and 27" monitor after 10years of hard work. That's the proudest achievement in my wish list. It takes years to have enough money. It takes consecutive years more to save money for emergency funds, travel funds and family funds before retirement age.

Procrastination

 

 Many a times, whenever I ran into something I couldn't solve just short amount of time or I struggle finding solution to get by, I start procrastinating, and this dragged me for hours. By the time I finish procrastinate, it's already pass midnight, and work has to continue in the late hours, I skipped half of my sleep to try to chase my progress.

 

Most of my activities done during procrastination is reading news, surfing Youtube or reading some Wikipedia or leave the chair for cooking. Worse, I play game.

 

Do you know that playing game can also procrastinate sometimes. Most of the time, I lack the courage to face a certain mission. For example : Diablo 4's Stronghold. It's a mission with a fearsome red mark in a map that's described as 2 levels higher than mine, monsters spawn can be deadlier. I always thought having parties would feel easier to complete or feel less scared when doing with group party.

 

 

Yesterday night, I proved that I could do alone. In order to do the two missions in that area, I must defeat the Stronghold quest in order to access the missions. This stronghold quest is unlocked when I turned around Level 23, but I hesitate to do alone, without party to be, I left it undone until I get to Level 59 that I finally decided to do this quest, and it wasn't as scared as it look when I got real gear-up and know my skill specialty very well.

 

The reason I procrastinate because I ran into a wall and that I couldn't find my way through. Left alone, I stay behind wall and take a break. And quickly the sun has set, depressing feel how much time I have wasted, doubting my creativity skill and little progress is made throughout many hours of struggle yet it didn't appear as fruitful as I wanted to be as the deadline is getting near.

I make a haste to finish as quickly as possible, thinking my mentality will calm after storm. At least there's something to see in the final day, and improvement can be made after the day which I myself never want to use this as the final resolve, because it cause disappoint the people to see crap work after days of waiting my creation.

 

 

I find it strange that there are times, I'm so enthusiasm about doing something especially after a language class, and would do my textbook exercise preparation for next class even never told to. I sat for hours with no distraction and I would find time to do it and not procrastinate. I wish that I could apply this passion in drawing class and become an illustrator artist or digital mangaka that I ever dream to be.

Things Parents Do That Make Our Depression Worse

 

 

Well, growing up with Asian parents. Many parents raise kids are also their first time, they too have mistakes going on and never thought about their own reaction is the problem. Their roles and action can plays a part of children's maturity development.

 

I have all the above. One of my parents developed bipolar disorder symptom after unpleasant life incident. I wasn't even know what depression was in youth. I had when I'm a working adult.  

 

Parents are always excited about how great their friends, my aunts&uncles', neighbours' children, or my classmates' high achievement. What my parents compare me the most is how advanced my generation is and what their older generation were, it's great to hear their past hard life, however when parents brought these repetitive past subject over and over on a daily conversation. It's just started to sound like [ a debate I could never win ] than having a present, pleasant conversation. 

 

Every children like sharing things and fun days they have. I shared things too, can be life advice seeking, activities, likes & dislikes, all sort of topics etc. But it turns out I be questioned for why I act that way, think that way. In the %, I have 30/70 chance to step on a land mine sharing conversation, to be criticized. Yes, it takes courage to think what to say and what not to say in front of parents, and always expect you're going to be "a loser". This taught me how to be mindful and not holding any expectation.  

 

And YES, my parents like playing the [ guilt ] game especially [parents who like faces] when being ridiculed in the public. I just have my ways of thoughts and do things, but they always think theirs are the better.That can also count as ridicule. Sometimes I don't even know what they are angry about., and I don't want to ask about it either to "lower my sentence" of how many days of silent treatment gonna be. I do encountered few times that I suddenly got involved of [ who to support ], you pick right or wrong or even none of it, you still get somebody angry.  

 

To parents, losing child is the ultimate devastating experience. No parents want anything happen to their children. Overstrict, not exactly the word for me. There's a better word - Mind implementation !! XD It's like a forever reminder lingering behind your head, a constant spark of conversation they nag in it. It's almost feels like parent-phobia, although gotten lesser yet there's still many things restrain from ever thinking wanting to do even I'm an adult now. Now my parents are more better as they age, with my maturity as well.

I finally Participated!

 3.5th Anniversary Event

Sibling's Snapshot Spree

 

I have been active playing on this mobile game app since its global launch, had I never participate their outside event before. This is the first time I did actually act it out what I have wanted to AS A DOKUTAH.

At 1st step for the Check List is, to have [ Arknights Element ]. It can be their merchandise, or virtual's (to print out and use).

2nd  is, take a snapshot in your real life. 

3rd is, submit it to Arknight's Discord Channel. If you want to edit the photo, yes too.

 

Since I have purchased their merchandise this year. (which arrived in mid April) It would be a waste if I don't [ Show It Off ] Mode. Therefore, I utilize it for the event, but ~ ~ Where should I start ? which should I pick ? 

 

Idea

The real headache is think of an idea and what [ Arknight Element ] I should use to merge with real life snapshot. Finding an idea is like undersea treasure hunting. Sometimes it takes days, sometimes it takes just a look in the room to get [ Idea Spark From No where].

 

 

Among the merchandise I have, I pick this. Next is, what element comes in my mind. How will this real life merchandise match with what element going to be?

I choose Dokutah and Dr. Kalsit to be the doodle [ Arknight Element ] to merge with the real life photo. I proceed to take a snapshot, calculating the perspective as well. 

That's my idea - Title as [ No Holiday For You! ]

 

Sketch

 

Because it's Arknights operators, you skip the part of creating new character and straight for poses. Before I start my sketch, I look for operators' simplified appearance, colour and angle. I start sketching and apply little bit of detail into each operators. And here's the draft. 

Execution

I merge two of the elements into the real photo, and draw it out using Clip Art Studio and drawing tablet. This is first completion.

Here, the operators look small and not focus. The red text seems unmatch in colour. Therefore, I continue to make adjustment.

Submission

 

 

Using eyedropper for the operators' colour finishing and further touch up, this is the final look for submission.

Duration Completion : 9pm - 12am

=UPDATE=

And good news, I'm one of the TOP 10 winner in the list. I won a Nendroid and Mousepad Lin. I never have a Nendroid before. =w= aaa ~ Got something to display on shelf.

Result List

10,000 Hours takes approximately 3.5 years to achieving true expertise a skill.

 

100 Hour Rule divided by 8 hours spending a day 

learning a skill + Consistency & Discipline = A success Level up in 2 weeks.

 

I want to try that.

23rd July 2023, Sunday

My Walks of Life Living in Kuala Lumpur. 

Everything is settled by public transportation and with my two legs. Life without car sure is alot place I would miss, but I have no bother with car loan, road tax, parking or jam to reach destination.

Entrance from the south, near to Muzium Negara.

Seemingly the weather looks great for a long walk. So, today I decided to hit the botanical garden after late lunch.

 

It's just one stop from MRT Pasar Seni. Exiting Gate B from MRT Muzium Negara and follow the signpost that leads to the Perdana Botanical Garden.

 The map seems.. not understandable.

I get it why it's so popular here. A gigantic garden surrounded by all the STRESS TALL BUILDING  !! It's a stress sanctuary to get energized and forget about office desks everyday after work. The view is nice too with many high and low tracks to walk and jog.

 

After getting close to the fountain pond. The next thing is ... the foul smell from of the water.

Still, I see group of black /white stripe damsel fish lingering on water.

 

So far I came across to Taman Rusa where you observe activity from a small deer herd from above a bridge.

 

It's also a good spot for wedding and student convo photos.

There are unique shape structures you can find around here.

Random scenery

Fallen trunk that was decorated with flora.

 The playground from the north side, and end of my reach.

It's so huge that it took me an hour to reach the end following multple low and high tracks and visiting attractions. But only took me about 30-40 minutes to return from the start.

 

 

I also spot few man-made waterfalls in the garden. This one is a rocky path crossing between water.

 

Sun is setting. Less people are spotted.

 

 

 

Kani salad

About 7.25pm, it's time to decide my route back. I chose to stop by Bukit Bintang for healthy dinner, jalan-jalan a bit more before I walk back to my KLCC's favourite spot for a short sketch & break, and lastly take LRT return.

Evolved Game Just Gotten More Demand !

Diablo 4

Never thought in my age, I still able to enjoy an ongoing story, childhood game that I played 20 years ago to be so magnificently excited and still full of mysteries to be discovered. Every game now is original and latest patched compared to my younger time that is pirated which I can afford as cheap as RM12 per PC game which I can easily purchase from malls. 

 

Appearance of Lilith, the Daughter of Lord of Hatred, Mephisto.

The final boss of the endgame.

(I think, I haven't play that far yet.)

 I haven't played the whole Part 1 and 3's stories, it was a horror game I thought back then and quite the terrifying game to play because I was scared by the soundtracks, creepily darkness and gigantic boss monsters that appears in every different maps.

 Here I am in Diablo 4, with my avatar gazing the ruin city of Guulrahn. It's only half way story unfold and yet mystery lingers in every terrains and villages. People were either suffered in hunger, caught plague, killed by cultist/bandits or being possessed marked tattoos to summon Lesser Evils.

Death of Astaroth

Death of Andarial

I had faced Astaroth and Andarial. One who served Lilith's father, Mephisto. One who is one of the Lesser Evils twin sister of Duriel. If I join the evil side, I bet my avatar will look that big.

 

The name most heard in Diablo 4 is Elias.

He is the character we should thank for making Diablo 4 happen. =w=... 

 

I'm the earliest to play the game since the release, but my later gang friend just finished the story campaign today (18 July 2023) I like to enjoy slow gameplay and take up side quests that's available on the new map than went straight to end the story type of player.

 

Gearing in level 30s is kind of hard at first, I'm all too new to what my Rogue Class's skill focus, while many others players giving off their best recommended build offer.

 

In Rogue Class, I have the chance to choose to focus with either strong bow attack or strong dual-wield blades attack. I chose dual-wield as my main attack, in so I focus on the skill that less taken as main build yet satisfying, Furry. It turns out with the right legendary gears, it played out powerfully is close-combat. I'm very satisfied with my current build, but I'm not sure if my build is suitable for PVP though.

 

My Diablo 4 avatar, Rogue Class

 

Much like Sims 4, You begin with creating an avatar by customizing the face look, hair, skin and eye colour finishing with makeup, accessory and tattoo.

 

It may not count as important ingame, but your avatar will appear in real cinematic scene. So, it's worth the 30 minutes time spent working on the avatar appearance in the beginning.

 

 I'm very satisfied with the outcome, and that I chose the right eye colour. I'm glad that I did it seriously, and this is the finale cinematic scene.

 

SPOILER AHEAD

 

[Spoiler] Diablo 4 - Marching to The Finale 

 

 One thing I'm sad about was fighting the main antagonist, Lilith.

Bad relationship between her and father, Mephisto; Lilith was treated unfairly, banished thousand years from the Sanctuary which she was part of it; unable to see her son, Rathma killed by owned selfish, high pride husband, Inarius. In the end she was killed by The Wanderer.

 

 [Spoiler] Diablo 4 - The Death of Lilith

 

 I wish there's a choice to make, to have different ending story than the only choice.

Growing up without father's side. I lack the traits of many things I could learn from a father love and encouragement. Living with mother is like a lot of restraining my movement of trials those days. I couldn't get a better version of myself and forced to rebel whenever I couldn't take her discouragement and negative energy. As tech advancing each year, it's my role to update mom about true or false news for whatever influences she forward in chat, keeping mother's mental health after living long apart for work. That's about broken family in healing.

I desire motorcycle license, I dream of riding motorcycle and solo camping.

How Many Gunpla Do I own?

 

The Witch from Mercury is a special Gundam series in the 21st generation. It is also my first time watching a Gundam anime. Before that, I never watch any previous Gundam anime but I roughly get the idea of that it is a piloted, future mecha for competition or warfare. Having no knowledge about Gundam world, I did own 7 Gunplas just because they look mechanically cool. 1 chibi, 2 High Grade, 3 Real Grade and 1 Master Grade. They are little advanced than LEGO and requires Gundam tool kit to build. If compare, LEGO is hella expensive and taking alot space, though it's also very fun to build.

Recently after the final episode of Witch from Mercury on 4 July 2023, I bought the one and last Gundam Aerial from the Isetan's Gundam shelf. I read about this Gunpla was available since Oct 2022, and it's now limited stock everywhere. So finding it is rare. Plus, I got 20% discount from it too. 

There are also other Gunplas from this series and another version of Aerial call the Aerial Rebuild. The latest Calibarn is going to market in 1 week in Japan. I suddenly get abit obsessed about watching it too, I find information about its Gunpla and Permet Score.

Aerial Completion

I workout as soon as I bought on this mecha from 12.53am and completed at 6.35am. The fastest record ever made. To me, this Aerial is more firmer to build unlike previous Gunpla which feels loose in some parts. What's special about this Aerial is, some of its body parts we called Gun-bits can form a shield.

Pose Mode

Still mode

Shield Mode

This Gundam series is very special in many ways from the pre-series that I read from the article. It's the first ever series that feature first female protagonist as a Gundam pilot, youngest pilot and it's the biggest awareness and pride of LGBTQ.

In the anime, the producer and scriptwriter features women empowerment in the men dominant society. 

Although the ending part feels like too fast forward, that I couldn't really get the correct vibe, I have to re-watch it twice. I do wish they have an extended episode for what happen in those 3 years fast forward. I want to see what happen that aftermath.

Also, Applause to the musicians and composer for such a beautiful music to this anime.

Things that I am afraid to:

There's a lot I'm afraid, most are things that I can't escape from, and takes huge courage to face my fear.

29th June 2023, Thursday - What am I doing

My original plan of Self-study from end of April - October, almost half period gone by now,

No progress.

 

9th June 2023, Friday

 As not many know,

I started playing the now most talking topic in the game community - Diablo 4 which officially launched  globally on 6th June 2023, just 3 days ago. I went ahead of my gamer group who they have work life and family commitment.

Everyone were so excited about it few months ago, even posted about it regularly. However... not as I expected that.. only me and another one purchased the game, the rest 3 were either unsure about having time to play game or they have other preference game to for discounted game or too pricey to begin with.

At first, I have trouble logging the game, as it said my Nvidia graphic driver was outdated, I tried update but kept getting me error to install the update. Glad I still able to start the game. The next 2 days update patch and seems working fine now.

My first chosen class is Rogue, in female physic. Her physique is so stunning and badass kicker. I really like her shredded body, goes well with tattoos. Cinematic in the story begins after I created the character.

The overall of the graphics seems just okay. The soundtracks are horribly scary. I still remember I scared playing Diablo 2 because of it. Compare with Witcher 3, its graphic isn't as astonishing as in the 2023 game tech. As I play through dungeons and cellars, I pay less attention to the details as I'm MORE WORRY about getting KILLED by monsters. =w=lll  

When I reached the Quest of the Hermit at the stable, I am able to see other game players in town. It feels just like in Ragnarok Online World.

5th June 2023, Monday

I realized something these two days.

Having had extra strangers lingered in the unit, longer enough. I assume they are close to a tenant who rented next room. That said, limited my movement in the unit while they noisily occupying toilet, washing machine and kitchen. 

I'm cold towards strangers who enters and shares my comfort zone, especially the unseen ones. (strangers who peek but don't reveal faces.) To me, they seem like obstacles. That's the other side of me.

Predicting 2-3 person staying 2 days 1 night with the next room tenant. Taking turns to use the toilet and shower, seems annoyingly to wait all of them to finish. Definitely making a precaution not to rent a unit that shares with a family tenant in the future. Many things could wear down faster when carelessly use.

In a similar situation, just 2 days ago, I heard a fuss from cats chase. Just like lion territory, one adult cat furiously attack an adolescent cat who trespassed its territory zone. Seems like I look the same as that one cat did. An act of nature..

I unconsciously hating strangers entering comfort zone that belongs to tenant only, until I saw who they are, I suddenly let my empathy consumes me. An older woman by the look, a mother figure. That explained some of my plate and chopsticks were washed.

I let my mother stay during her visit. She took great precaution to limit her movement and very conscious about other tenants who share the toilet. That's my mom.

2nd June 2023, Friday

After I left the company, I have been sleeping alot, eating alot more fibres and greenies, and giving myself the privilege of freedom watching animes and movies and continuing language class and exercising. Life right now it relaxing.

I still have group chat with the previous designers, and heard about another designer quit today, without saying goodbye. Now what's left the lady art director. I feel bad for her to carry all the projects, but I really can't return there anymore. My soul has yearning for a good living a very long time, I have to love myself first before putting myself in hazardous again for others. I'm sorry but I have to be selfish this time. The company isn't helping its staff a balance life with so many projects, I believe my resignation is rightful.

6th May 2023, Saturday (Day 11)

 Day 11

In my age 34, I witnessed the coronation in my lifetime of the King's Charles's biggest moment and all eyes on UK. With millions of cheers watching LIVE from around the world.

It was a very neck long wait for everyone to see the moment. attires were victorian modern style while tradition attires are still practise inside the monastery. Not many lived to see the 2nd coronation of Buckingham Palace royals.

The following screenshots taken from BBC channel's LIVE in Youtube.

 

10.10am UK time. 5.10pm in MAL.. Carriage of royalties to the Westminster Abby.

 

Thousand of Regiment Soldiers and elites in the parade. Crowds of cheerings as the royal carriages pass.

King Charles and Queen Camilla moment to be made an oath and crowned on the same ceremony.

Here, the King touches the new holy bible before the Archbishop of Canterbury, Justin Welby.

Justin Welby crowns King Charles iii.

Justin Welby crowns Queen Camellia.

Both King and Queen of UK crowned.

King and Queen of UK and other royalties proceed to the exit of Westminster Abbey while the choir and guests sing the joy.

The royal carriages march back to Palace of Buckingham. After the dismissed of duty parades, the crowds slowly march into the gate of the palace to meet the royalties at the renown balcony which the last monarch, the Queen Elizabeth ii and young royal families appeared in 1953 coronation in black and white screen.

The whole ceremony ends about 9pm, MAL time.