Some new content I follow from watching
Youtube recommendations,
including InsectAng's 1-2 years' of paranormal exploration.
It always chill people to bones
as the knowledge gets deeper.
I myself believe there's spirits
around us everywhere, and that's it.
The most recent I encountered was totally by accident
and I wasn't aware until
I found myself couldn't fall asleep that night.
1. I don't get sleepy
2. Whenever I yawn, it always paused
3. shoulder in stiff mode, whenever I close my eyes to sleep, I always felt my soul not at rest, only feeling the time passes slowly. At one night I felt alerted when my soul's conscious being "attempted pulling" away from my body.
The first 2 days, I didn't think much about it. I continue daily routine as normal.
For 4 days straight, I wasn't able to stay focus, wasn't able to nap, soon hallucination began due to restlessness.
4. I began hearing noises of stomping, banging doors
5. I became sensitive to sound that came from nowhere,
Recalling the recent cloth donation into a large empty metal box, at a long unoccupied area. I most likely disturbed the spirits that rest there..
5th day was my max limit,
body weaken, I was extremely tired,
I didn't have appetite to eat.
At one point feeling the next time I close my eyes would probably be into "deep sleep" forever. Thinking my life might ended here, I had the urge to pick up my phone and wrote my quick will.
Remembering my ex-colleague
whom I just had lunch a day ago,
a place in mind.
I could no longer risk another sleepless night anymore, I dressed up and forcefully carried my exhausting body to the temple, that's where I met Teacher LX.
Although she had
a busy schedule and preparation
for a missionary visit,
she spared her 2 hours
to share her knowledge
and everything at her best
to help me overcome this.
Teacher LX even invited me to the temple canteen for a tasty vegetarian meal. I watched and followed her every say and move, as I'm not officially a member, but as an invited guest. I couldn't risk disrespecting the peace here. I borrowed books and beads handed out by her to read.
I returned to my unit
and dedicate to the spirits,
sincerely.
I was able to get few hours rest that night,
Gradually and finally back to normal.
Hope the spirits are now rest in peace.
