短短 SMS

多年不见，竟然在事业中有谈约
我都无法出席，
令你失望了。
是天注定无缘吗？
都不是我圈子了，
怎么心中还谈缘份？

一年52个星期。。。 唉。
 窗外雨下的好大，
都可以盖过半年泪，
謝了，老天。。。
可以给我短命点吗？

电脑光幕点亮这漆黑的房间，
跟着音乐摇动，
听着听着歌，
好想大唱一片。。。

好事来的，好事来的。。

A Phone Call

Makes my days and weeks a struggle challenge after a phone call...

There's story behind, but well.. to be co-operative, don't make things go far, let it pass and hope there's NO second time. Please don't stress your time table or you will kill everyone.

( Rehearsal Night )

The-Silent Shadow. Black, size-able and hidden expression

The following week should be a travel preparation and video editing starting 3 weeks ahead which is shorten in 1 week before my travel. Accept the task should be easy as saying "yes" but "No.. You're kidding me!?" is little hard for me.

Actual night, given my time on the rehearsal night and the whole following day in the hot weather, catching strong headache during the shooting, I just hope somebody could spare me panadols.

Head was very pain, waiting and stopping quite few times for transport home. Somehow I recovered taken panadols back home and the entire night resting, staying away from lights.

( Rehearsal night. 10.30pm, sitting in the car watching the bright moon in the broad night sky, waiting home. )

 Currently working on the editing, weeks has passed. Gonna blast the electricity after that. Frankly, I shouldering this willingly.

= UPDATE =  17th July 2012

A final touch up of the latest edition has been completed at 10.40pm ++. Figure out the plan, sending it after work tomorrow. Will that make it?

Around 40 minutes earlier, sms came in. Finalizing was still going, couldn't make it to "partner" 's hand. But anyway, the important thing is passing the share.

The meet up was like 5 seconds, and the car roamed off. Can't even remember the face... good thing I guess.. it's my fault anyway for not controlling my emotions and being in "3rd parties" . sick.. The shitty thing is shut off emotions when meet. When sitting down, past images runs amok.

All the sudden became a business partner, what am I ? A casual status ? Negotiate money with no other things than that. Same field huh... either partner or competitor ... that it ? Just too bad that the fact is " Can't survive without Money ". Can I live on in an island ?

First Try : 1

Lunch at Home. My first try on raw, it was delicious

 I previously tried a half-boiled egg with rice and light soy sauce, I fell in love instantly and made my lunch very satisfy. It's called Tamago Kake Gohan, a popular Japanese breakfast made at home. (Photo above) This is one of the food I like to try.

I had this last Sunday lunch. Mee Sedaap + half-boiled egg on top is usually  my eating habit, while I saw a bowl of rice I found in the fridge makes my longed food on head that couldn't simply waves off and so it's the started day I tried and I fell in love with it.


On another food story, 2nd July 2012. When water was in shortage due to pipe repairement, this was the food I had for breakfast. De-froze the rice, then add in little hot water and curry seasoning from leftover instant maggie pack... two boiled sausages and a glass of Hot Teh Tarik.