Makes my days and weeks a struggle challenge after a phone call...
There's story behind, but well.. to be co-operative, don't make things go far, let it pass and hope there's NO second time. Please don't stress your time table or you will kill everyone.
( Rehearsal Night )
The-Silent Shadow. Black, size-able and hidden expression
The following week should be a travel preparation and video editing starting 3 weeks ahead which is shorten in 1 week before my travel. Accept the task should be easy as saying "yes" but "No.. You're kidding me!?" is little hard for me.
Actual night, given my time on the rehearsal night and the whole following day in the hot weather, catching strong headache during the shooting, I just hope somebody could spare me panadols.
Head was very pain, waiting and stopping quite few times for transport home. Somehow I recovered taken panadols back home and the entire night resting, staying away from lights.
( Rehearsal night. 10.30pm, sitting in the car watching the bright moon in the broad night sky, waiting home. )
Currently working on the editing, weeks has passed. Gonna blast the electricity after that. Frankly, I shouldering this willingly.
= UPDATE = 17th July 2012
A final touch up of the latest edition has been completed at 10.40pm ++. Figure out the plan, sending it after work tomorrow. Will that make it?
Around 40 minutes earlier, sms came in. Finalizing was still going, couldn't make it to "partner" 's hand. But anyway, the important thing is passing the share.
The meet up was like 5 seconds, and the car roamed off. Can't even remember the face... good thing I guess.. it's my fault anyway for not controlling my emotions and being in "3rd parties" . sick.. The shitty thing is shut off emotions when meet. When sitting down, past images runs amok.
All the sudden became a business partner, what am I ? A casual status ? Negotiate money with no other things than that. Same field huh... either partner or competitor ... that it ? Just too bad that the fact is " Can't survive without Money ". Can I live on in an island ?
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