29 Jan 2021 - Today's Dream

 Today's Dream

A office building that I...? probably work at ?? All these staff face are ... somewhat new feeling but not ? It's like I probably have seen them before though first time ?

 I work on the 6th floor, and there was this pushy task that ended on me to handle. This task is to use any means to get that specific historic tree out of that path with a new one. For many, this probably cost some own expenses rather than covered by the company to tackle it. (which I have no idea why).

Therefore, I chopped it and plant a new sprout tree on the remaining trunk. When some who were the original ones to handle the task came to me and say it's not suppose to get rid it but to just move it away.

I felt somewhat depressed, and stayed in another room sitting quietly look outside from the large window. They later came to try to comfort me, but I was unmoved, and left the office building for some fresh air.

Realized I was 15 minutes late, I return to the office building. At the lobby, I and other late staff from other floors are unaware that there are rules applied to late comers who wish to access the elevator, is to apply for elevator card entry that cost money.

Realizing that we need to pay to access elevator for an office building, I and another staff tried to avoid that and walked into the elevator unnoticed without an elevator card, the first stop was at 3rd floor from a staff that had a card, but when it's my turn pressing the floor button, the elevator asked for a card tap, at first I thought it might just moving back to ground floor if I don't have, but it wasn't.. when the timer limit, the elevator wall is moving itself, drawing out the metal trapping the other staff and then me without warning. That really gave me a shock that I....

=reality=

I woke up trembling.

MCO 2.0

Cases is rising, and it's going to take another year to heal. The recovery plan is estimated until August this year, more businesses will continue to struggle and some might not survive for 2nd time.

Mom is starting to worry things that might happen to me that one day I will end up jobless out there or eating unhealthily when busy. Pickpockets will rise to survive, more victims will suffer mental and physical pain.

For jobless, more and more will desperate like a bomb timer hunting for jobs, move back hometown, take risk to be sole entrepreneurs with more hardship environment or become homeless in this pandemic.

For those who still have jobs and monthly income are spared and fortunate on the long plan. They are the only group that has the most buying powers to maintain the economy when comes to Grabfood, online purchases, and dining. But this group are given the most stress at work and overtime to force to achieve high expectation in productivity or face being sacked.

Tension is around my workplace, as company has the ability to hire new staff, we have the chances to be replaced a new if our performance or KPI is under expectation. I have been hardly asleep these month where work is haunting daily, low productivity.

It's turning me to frustration and drawing relationship farther among colleagues.. Nobody wants to lose their jobs at this difficult time.

While at home, parent are emotionally concern about all sorts of news from pickpockets, fake food, pandemic report case, world news to even climbing a chair. They will indirectly set boundaries of what children must follow and comply fully or children will face parents' unhappy face.

My mom is one toxic parent, one that constantly nag and remind you of what can't, not like this, or keep this (umbrella) multipurpose and handy, DON'T! to fly home with homecook.

Gaming Experience

 World War Z in Multiplayer

My personality reflects in game when as play.

As a shooter in killing, I always go in the opposite way of my team players, I act alone often to take opponents down without realizing. But I will be killed if the opponent are army style who moves in a team to one direction.

 My weakness is, I aim inaccurately and often panic to hit that I die before finishing my opponent. Sometimes it's luck on the right place at the right time that I barely escape from defeat manage to dodge or finishing my opponent.

I learn from other players too, but when I execute by placing bomb timer or throwing grenade.... I couldn't remember where or how to place to work it out efficiently.

There's some players would go for the same avatar everytime he/she plays, that has became their identities and fame. Some who plays professionally, are specialist in specific class or specific weapons and great strategy to execute swiftly.

With Pandemic worsen this year after 1 year of battling, how long left can I stay in West Malaysia?

Weather changes gravely with places like Japan and Spain experiencing heavy snowfall, while in West Malaysia has 23 degree at night and 28/29 degree on mid-day since December last year and area flood. Now it's windy for the past 4 days non-stopping for 2 days.

Malaysia declare state of emergency and now MCO restarting again today. It will badly affecting the company I work with which event and exhibition as main field..

The Most Expensive Burger I ever had

Store : Kaw Kaw Burger

I heard from articles about this burger store years ago and attracted quite alot of crowds queuing to eat this special burger menus and chill out with peers on midnight dinner while watching football. As today, MCO coming soon, this store has already open for business earlier than before, with fewer table sets and tents.

  

I have been staying near this store for almost 7 years yet never set foot to actually taste it, I am as curious as hell to find out  this naughty dirty-hand licking burger today, I ordered the most expensive ala carte burger - Lamb Cheesy Turkeynizer with 3 thick lamb patties option. This burger alone cost RM43.50 + 2pcs regular chicken sausage and 1 regular Mojito Lemon drink combo (+RM4.00) and load of Cajun Cheesy Wedges (RM8.00)

Total : RM55.50

 

 This burger is monster size, not as tall as Mc Donald's tower burger menus, its weight is about 550g.

 

 

Lots of carbs here. Sadly I couldn't finish it whole like I used to be a big buffet eater.

 

3 lamb patties (150gram each), 1pc Smoked Turkey slice and 1 cheddar cheese slice. The taste is, just okay, probably not well seasoning, still a good energy burger. It does taste abit spicy of the sauce from the bottom, I do hope they have ketchup sauce as option.

It's really not easy for eating challenge. I really amazed those big eaters around the world, they are true professionals who eats for living (career), eats to promote restaurants and eats to entertain the world.

Stranger Strange Of Dreams

 I had many strange dreams lately. 

I still seeing my crush, sometimes she appears unresponsive and cold, sometimes we had daring encounters and intimacy gestures.

Today, I dreamt of my past playing in a snow land when I was a toddler (that is real.), kept calling the place Chicago instead of Vancouver's mountain when sharing snow experience with my peers. At that some point, I finally got what mom was thinking our safety at that time in the snow, and we were in western country, parents will mostly be blamed for neglected children that left unsupervised.

I appeared inside a building. Finishing an enquiry at a service counter, and met an unknown woman struggled using an ATM machine, when I show her ways with my book, she flipped through to find my drawings and amaze about it.

A Normal day with that little flavour of spice

 First time to experience one thing I never done before during my lunch hour at work,

Watch a movie - Tenki no Ko

It's like a floating dimension where time passes slower pace unexpectedly. It didn't feel rush. With just a short amount of time ( less than an hour), feels like several days has passed in that time zone, when you look at your time thinking it's almost time to get back to work, it just 12 minutes passed.

Paused 10 minutes before getting ready to work, and the spirit of looking forward to continue the movie, how long has it been for me ? To have this feeling of looking forward to something that guaranteed will happen later? How long has this feeling has stopped... in my life?