I'm a semi-active Blogger, and this is my digital journey blog. I write almost everything as long as I remember. It can be thoughts, unforgettable dreams, games that I playing, or hobbies. The title of [ No Escape ] meaning there's no ending in reality, there's always fear and new mishaps in life and new, unexpected discoveries unfolded or yet to explore. Humbly say, I'm an average designer and video editor in real life. Check my original works in Portfolio Tab.
Monday, May 25, 2015
25 May 2015 - When Mom Never Stop Repeating
Mentally tortured, I want to close my eyes and leave quietly
25 May 2015 - Moving Out Soon
The unit is put on sale early this year, and a few buyers has already came viewing the unit mostly in my presence. some come in single, couple, and married family. I couldn't say whether it's annoying to be called to present in unit or not, the concern is when will the time's up for me to get ready to let go.
16th May 2015, Saturday, the house owner sent an officer to make a draft of the unit and informed me that the unit has been officially sold out to the new owner, and made a ... a blur message that all household are to move out on October 2015.
In immediate action without mother, I started survey for rooms mostly within the condominium hoping to look for a small room with reasonable price, fair environment, with standard needs. This eventually revealed a day after to mother, and I knew the next thing mom knows, she's gonna stick her nose and call the house owner for "a tea", just like the way I was in primary school... and help with the room survey..
24th May 2015, Sunday. Present day, the second week. I have viewed a few rooms by now. I started questioning myself, just how much monthly income is consider stable as most of the rooms be it a small or medium, all are a sum of money much higher than my current one, and it's hard setting my budget around RM330 - RM400 when all starts up from RM420 to RM550 price range.
Because of this matter, I first get to know of my housemates more better when I never talk much with them ever since I stay here. Unsocialize ? or I don't like giving out my information ?
What surprises me was, I came to know days ago that this unit was haunted, so that does make sense our rentals are much lower than many others. I have been staying here without knowing the story of this unit, and I'm glad nothing happen to all of us, especially me often staying alone in units during housemates holiday. Ah well, finding rooms and working performance are now a mentality training these months.
16th May 2015, Saturday, the house owner sent an officer to make a draft of the unit and informed me that the unit has been officially sold out to the new owner, and made a ... a blur message that all household are to move out on October 2015.
In immediate action without mother, I started survey for rooms mostly within the condominium hoping to look for a small room with reasonable price, fair environment, with standard needs. This eventually revealed a day after to mother, and I knew the next thing mom knows, she's gonna stick her nose and call the house owner for "a tea", just like the way I was in primary school... and help with the room survey..
24th May 2015, Sunday. Present day, the second week. I have viewed a few rooms by now. I started questioning myself, just how much monthly income is consider stable as most of the rooms be it a small or medium, all are a sum of money much higher than my current one, and it's hard setting my budget around RM330 - RM400 when all starts up from RM420 to RM550 price range.
Because of this matter, I first get to know of my housemates more better when I never talk much with them ever since I stay here. Unsocialize ? or I don't like giving out my information ?
What surprises me was, I came to know days ago that this unit was haunted, so that does make sense our rentals are much lower than many others. I have been staying here without knowing the story of this unit, and I'm glad nothing happen to all of us, especially me often staying alone in units during housemates holiday. Ah well, finding rooms and working performance are now a mentality training these months.
Friday, May 22, 2015
One of The Stupid Things To Do - 01
Never ever do office works with your computers, and definitely not continuous for long period.
Back in what's call comfort zone, the only electronics you call pleasure and relaxation has now symbolic of stress when works lied in hard disk, and no excuse of not finishing it.
Should I play game or finish the work ??
There's no resting soul at home. I want to quit this restless mind.
Back in what's call comfort zone, the only electronics you call pleasure and relaxation has now symbolic of stress when works lied in hard disk, and no excuse of not finishing it.
Should I play game or finish the work ??
There's no resting soul at home. I want to quit this restless mind.
22 May 2015 - Sometimes I don't Get It.
Delaying of works.. one boss starting to question.
Maybe I slack off abit too often? Or is it that I cannot do well at work at all? Or is it the promises you made for clients a very short notice to us, to me ?
When I did fast, you complain the work not good, ugly (that hurts my pride and dignity) ; When I did slow, you complain about delaying works; When I did right, you demand more creative features from your imaginations.. blur message of instructions and more amendments to be made, so things goes back to working slow again.
Whatever I did, I complete as many as I could with my two small hands, one brain and one soul.
Maybe I slack off abit too often? Or is it that I cannot do well at work at all? Or is it the promises you made for clients a very short notice to us, to me ?
When I did fast, you complain the work not good, ugly (that hurts my pride and dignity) ; When I did slow, you complain about delaying works; When I did right, you demand more creative features from your imaginations.. blur message of instructions and more amendments to be made, so things goes back to working slow again.
Whatever I did, I complete as many as I could with my two small hands, one brain and one soul.
Tuesday, May 19, 2015
Sunday, May 17, 2015
The world is never perfect. In exchange of something, I get my freedom.
It did feel awesome to have freedom at the beginning of the journey. Full privacy, free directions, free wills ~ Things I never seen before, embracing that magnificent view, even a tiny little seashell, can write up a good remembrance that make my day.
During my mother's visit in April, she asked me "Do you feel lonely..?"
It did feel awesome to have freedom at the beginning of the journey. Full privacy, free directions, free wills ~ Things I never seen before, embracing that magnificent view, even a tiny little seashell, can write up a good remembrance that make my day.
During my mother's visit in April, she asked me "Do you feel lonely..?"
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