23 February 2022, Wednesday

After watching Arcane and Youtubers' reactions, I have a strong desire for tattoo.

A tattoo that defines me, and a direct message to people around me.

A LGBT pin tattoo,

on the front-left side of my neck,

the

 Arcane Episode 5

The opening starts as Young Caitlyn at a shooting competition field against her teacher, Grayson. At her teenage, she wants to make a name of her own with her own efforts by fair competition, not from gold spoon.

Grayson as a teacher and Enforcer, enlighted Young Caitlyn to win the competition as an encouragement, and shared her purpose of handling the iron, meant more the reason to protect the city. 

Scene transition to the adult Caitlyn takes a tour to StillWater Prison Island for the smuggling investigation alone. She found out the criminal involved in the smuggling was assaulted. She went to the underground to question about the assaulter, which is Vi.

I believe every prison cells has a line drawn on the floor, for the safety of visitors. I notice the floor between the red line, the outer floor is rougher, while the inner floor is shiny as new, like nobody ever cross beyond the red line, but Caitlyn crossed it.

Arcane: Vi and Caitlyn — Therapist Reacts! 

Georgia Dow, a Youtuber Therapist in cosplay described Caitlyn and Vi really boom my mind. What a therapist, so deep that I admired her videos about Arcane characters.

At the prison reception, the guard brought out the thick iron stick (a "chat"), comes with the loud bang. Exact same time at the hallway from Vi's cell door, I could hear the bang of the stick in the background, opening the door, Vi's fast breathing, is like she was expecting the next beating for "not being cooperative", but the iron stick slowly fades away from the cell, all that stood is Caitlyn at the cell door. Do you know how thankful that person feel when she was expecting another beating and the one stand in front of her isn't the beater? 

The scene at the funeral of the fallen enforcers under the now Sheriff Marcus,  believed to be the only parent to a young daughter. Then the scene of Marcus and Silco in a private room, the deaths of his 6 officers pressured on Marcus heavily, and he needs a solution to get out of bribe mess, and intended to cut ties with manipulator Silco before the councilors question him. Instead, Silco told him to lie about the attacks was from a gang named Firelights.

Powder aka Jinx, was heavily traumatised of what happened that day after she carelessly triggered the gemstone with the flashback of how Mylo and Claggor died. No one in Silco's group likes her. She became a loner herself, mentally broken and unhealed, the only closest person who appreciates her is her new father figure, Silco.

Vi, released from prison, standing on the edge of cliff looking over her homeland, left Caitlyn at the station and parkouring her way down the undercity, The Lanes. Surprisingly, Caitlyn follows, and yeah she tried her best to reach the ground XD.

Marco loves his daughter so much that he was afraid to lose his job or found bribed and sentence to prison, no one will look after his daughter if he's gone.

 AE4

 AE3

 AE1

Kids that born and raised in the undercity.

Lack of security & education. Their instinct are how to make a living from scrapping to survive.

 AE2

 The meaning of still being alive in this world,

let me walk through the decades of transformation in human's creation.

Amazing inventions,

magnificent technologies,

bottomless creativity,

astonishing fantasy stories and tales

from the gaming and animation world.

 

30 years ago, we have pixelated imagery game character and flat maps.

As decades passed, you can't imagine this technology advanced from reality to the gaming world of passion creators could be this real, convenient and beautiful.

I couldn't imagine the work of art 30 years ago, it's more than just "WAAAAOH" to undescribable.

I watched Arcane during my period on serving quarantine in my room. For 8 full days to finally recover from Covid. The storyline pictured each character's past and present, the facial expression in the characters, the eye contacts, the body languages, the every little detail tells the mentality of the person.

It became so obsessed to watch again and again. The graphics are so beautifully placed in each character, be it Piltover or Zaun land. What attracts me most are the actions, every little actions gives off the traits that transform person's maturity. Many of the scene speaks without words, just look at it, you get the message, you get the mentality through their faces. Those eyes, hit me hard.

Arcane is part of the game League of Legend, I still remember I was just out from nationality service, entering college with loan, where my Ragnarok Online friends decided to play this new mass multiplayer game in 2009 when our server was about to shutdown. I couldn't because internet wasn't strong, my pc wasn't good enough, my time was poor, I was afraid to try new things, I didn't even own a good headset, and I was very quiet person.

So LoL is the new trend after RO. Though I never play LoL before, Arcane suddenly came to my life, and I felt in love and obsessed with it that I rewatch the 3rd time, now waiting the Season 2.                                      

 If Covid is in human form

that follow the host shell

like me :

 

Will it nosebleed

when I watch boobs anime ?

XD 

Among us vaccinated,

the good part about yourself conracted positive is,

you get to work from home,

the funny part is when your other colleagues 

get the privilege to work from home thanks to you,

and play games together!

 Being the youngest in the family,

you get more lectured, more vent.

Moreover, a daughter..

I get that why most children prefer not to live with parents.

Parents always unintentionally, want their children to do things their ways, live it their ways,

which most don't see fit to live true to who they are.

 

Human are dominant creatures,

both female and male,

just like every living organism,

have own adventures, own territory, own journey and 

own control.

 

Nobody likes to be controlled of 

"NO, That's not how it's done," 

"STOP, listen. Do like this", or 

"this way better, do as I SAY" 

from others where there's actually many other ways 

that fits me.

I get that why I like play Sims.

I can make everyone happy,

I can make everyone's wish a success,

I can solve everyone's negativity.

 

Unlike real world,

I endure people who tells you their problem but they don't want your help.

When they tell you they plan to want something, and you offer to do help, 

they feel irritated and reject and give you lengthy word.

My mother, didn't grow with us,

she still stay in the past and present.

She always point that "you have changed,"

usually in a negative conversation.

I grow in present and future,

thinking how to live together with improved life electronics.

No matter how bad the washing machine goes,

how inconvenient to shower or wash with low pressure water,

 complain how everytime she has to clear pictures and video from her phone almost full storage

complain 24 hours time not enough for her.

but to her, she thinks I interfere her life whenever I offer to solve those problematic stuff that could have save her alot more time.

but she would want to drag me back to past.