23rd July 2022, Saturday

 It's my 4th night sleeping in the renovated big room with toilet-shower attached. It was a cold night after hours of rain. Finally there's breezy air filling up the stuffy room. I moved in Tuesday, tidying the room until 2am.

I sensed the presence in wee hour. It's natural that we fear things that we couldn't see with our naked eyes but sense its presence very close to us. Same goes for me. Just as any other regular night, I went to bed, but awoke sensing my left side hair being brushed gently yet can't help to feel creepy.. as always, feeling my consciousness pulling away, I struggle for about 1-3minutes, I gather strength to roll over.  

My temporary room while the other rooms are under renovation. The day before I move in, I construct the room layout, and made estimation on how it will be like, ended up I made the whole house. The video below is 85% accurate.

Before that, everything is under timing of when to use the toilet. There's a brain set that every 9.30am Weekend and 10.30am Weekdays, the dirty housemate is going to use and leave the house minutes before 10 or 11 to work. Many times after use he left bowl with foul stained urine or leftover pet poop on the floor and only clean the toilet 2.5 times for fucking 4 years. Currently, it's comfortable to use the attached toilet without hesitation, worry-free.

The big room, however has its no good side. 

1. scenery - no pool, no wind. Makes the room stuffy. No fengshui. 

= Update 12th August 2022, Friday =

After 19 nights staying in the Big Room, I moved back on 11th. My experience for living in Big Room. I have lesser furniture in Big Room, which makes the room spacious and more comfy. With the attached bathroom, I have 99% control of privacy, use anytime without monitor about time others be using before & after work.

I slowly grow to like it, except that such luxury benefits for a B40 Individual, wallet is gonna hurt bad, lesser to no saving every month. People with RM3800 above can afford.

Moving stuff back to the original room took me few nights because of recent events tired me out with lack of good sleep. I spent entire weekend lying on bed watching Youtube, anime and game app with the bright day.

Food crisis shortage chicken, eggs, oil price, bad weather, dry season, wild fire, war... economy price jack up.. badly affected people comes from rural areas. Many households with 3.7K isn't enough to put food on the table. Eventually fish demand increases. Money is everything especially to them.

When buying groceries last week, I can feel the imbalance price everywhere. Double.. made me think thrice more to put items into basket. Cooking is essential with potion control.

Power brings war. Greed brings Corruption. Indecisive plan severe innocent people's lives.

People who have the money to eat out and travel is considered a fortune.

 Can't get enough of great productions this year.

February I got obsessed with Arcane, how beautiful graphics human can made. How thoughtful they compose lyric songs and match into every episodes. 

Then, I become so turned on for the Arknights event - Near Light on May, the teaser / trailer is by far the most beautifully done CGI + 2D short animation I have ever watched from from a game app. The production team made Azur Lane anime, now I heard Arknights game is adapting into anime is now on its way. I wonder how many seasons for Arknights fans can get to watch now that with SO MANY side stories during my 2 years played, though I'm not the above strategist dokkta.

There's alot of brilliant creators and teams exist in the world. Their works are truly masterpieces.

6th July 2022, Wednesday

I took the JLPT N5 Exam on 3rd July in the morning at the UCSI, Cheras.

Before I enter the exam hall, I was received a gift prepared by my tutor. He sure is extraordinary and thoughtful to prepare goodies for all his students. I feel like young again, happy with little joy and encouragement, also stuck with scores and rules at the same time.

With much preparations, it's enough to pass with good marks. I heard the answer sheets are marked by computers and thus the results will be announced in the next 2 or 3 months time.

Supposed I be postponing the next N4 study due to rise of economy food crisis, and trip preparation, but I ended up not able to reject.

Though I have a steady company to work for, does not mean I have a good future ahead. Skills matters..