13th December 2016, Tuesday
1.18pm
 It's the 4th day off, and the right time to start my day cleaning for my new room. I rent a medium room this time, yet still hoping to have cheaper room and bills, now that I start working far.

Honestly, I have things that I dislike :
1. The floor is made of wood unlike tiles, wood stores dust easily. (meaning no wet feet, and need sweeping everyday)
2. The toilet is bit small to move around.
3. The wall is old.
4. All ceiling lights in the living room is malfunction.

I have a hard time arranging my furniture, I even drew a room plan (I made up myself) for it.  I want to hide those unclean stains, therefore I move the closet against it. I first move in all my books and boxes a week before the room cleaning. When closet is cleaned, I start moving some clothes.

I wash the walls and sweep clean door, floor and ceiling as much as I can before my next plan and final moving plan. It took me several days, moving bit by bit when the fucking house leader not around and during good weather after work.

I move everything I own, everything. Why no ask for help? Because I'm the stubborn type who help myself with my own health and strength.

24th December 2016, Saturday

6.00am
Second day of < Legacy of Discord > game addiction. I play until 12.00pm

After a good meal with soup, it's time for a move. Rain interrupted in the late afternoon, I have my moving plan delayed in the evening.

8.00pm 24th to 5.30am 25th Dec
A full swing moving out of the nice cheap room into the medium room. It's a rectangular room, though still given me headache over my double-decker bed position. Then next is my two tables, bookshelf, a fan and extension plugs to set up my place of leisure.

It's Christmas in the wee hours, only those night-goers, security guards and me were awake. I have did count how many trips I have taken to move in everything. To count only moving the double-decker bed, I already used 6 trips to complete XD, in estimation, I think at least 20 trips for the day? not counted other days =w= what a good sore body I get now.

The 4th Week of November 2016

23 Nov, Wednesday

A dramatic meeting.

It's only less than two days, the only talk between me and my junior about the licensed soundtracks to be used on the company's grand opening day, Pei blew up our secret during 5.10pm meeting.

It was my fault for putting up my habit reaction when lady boss mentioned/requested musics for the next event. Pei saw my reaction then turned panic, clumsily responded to boss's question without a clearer understanding answer, I tried interrupting the conversation, however nobody is paying attention because of Pei's loud noise.

Can I slap her head for being noisy? =..=

Note: Not all great things are perfectly presence the way you want it to be.
The day before the outlet's grand opening, just before the sound check and stage rehearsal, it just happened that the lady boss have already agreed on the soundtracks that Pei found unknowingly to be licensed soundtracks.

Licensed soundtracks are protected to prevent any copyright use. An interruption of woman's voice can be heard throughout the play was meant to be there, which lady boss requested to remove. In urgent times, no time to re-discuss, without a doubt, the fastest way is to purchase...

When lady boss knew I threw in my money for that two soundtracks in US Dollars, she was about to cry. = ..=

24 Nov, Thursday

On the previous last meeting which is Wednesday, everybody were laughing about their ending progress, my hands however, shaking... I couldn't bring the laugh or joke at all throughout the meeting.

I have 14 videos to finish before the weekend comes... and it's just 2-3 days left.. how to laugh, I don't know how to laugh on such situation. THEREFORE, I stayed up working on the Preschool Introduction video that was only 5% of touch, more fucking of me to promise the video be done later at Wednesday night...

So I slept restlessly in less than 2 hours, spending the night rush up the video for lady boss. The video was finished and spelling-checked before noon. Thursday late afternoon, lady boss asked for a music replacement, I don't know what to say... Music is the matching-key in making a video. Replacing a music and it will change the whole video... anyhow lady boss gave up and proceed the video..

9.30pm

I'm in-charge on LED Display, which include communicating with sound and video crews and checking everything is smooth throughout the 4 days toy fair from 25-28 Nov.

I stay back together with other operation and marketing colleagues on the second day of toy fair night setup.

OKAY, the video crew showed up after 10.30pm. Together with other tenants advertisement trailers, we put to test. Problem came.

Problem No.1
The video panel is 4:3 aspect ratio, meaning it's not a full HD size. All video needs to be re-render to the same size in order to play in full screen (Without black screen on top and bottom appear or video out of margin )

Problem No.2
Their software only supported Quicktime video format and most of the videos are MP4 format used widely. Most videos couldn't not be played including AVI format. They must convert them to the Quicktime format in order to play.

Problem No.3
Video crew has limited access to Microsoft Office, which is Powerpoint. Therefore, we must save everything in JPEG. Glad that Powerpoint can save each slides into JPEG. ( Powerpoint view is 4:3 aspect ratio in default )


To make it quick and easy solution, we use as LED projector screen and play in Windows Media Player with the help of their Sound and Video Switcher.

Lady boss questioned me, I should have known that contacting Vince isn't the person I need to speak to when comes to this. He is just the middle man hiring sound & video service. The real guy in charging this came and discussed the matter. Since, I don't have Quicktime conversion, he had to bring most of them back to office to re-render.

But ALL these didn't came in my mind ( too restless to think from the start ), now that I listed here as my study work and sharing to you all.

25 Nov, Friday

4.00am
The setup for others were almost complete, Lady boss and another colleague were presence when she came to pick me, it was then the in-charge guy, Desmond the boss explained the situation, and their face quickly shown sympathy.

THings got me worried and heavy responsibility, I have to shoulder it all if anything not meeting the expectation.

All five of us walked ourselves out the shopping mall to the 24-hours restaurant for.... for.... breakfast ? or supper...? The place is just a further walk ahead of CLIO Hotel. There's sundry shops and other hotels around. A plan came to my mind suddenly, and 80% likely I will use it.

We sat down for a simple meal, I don't know... my appetite didn't strike a bit, yet they made me order.. Char Kuey Teow lar.. I ate slowly... and sipping water. In the end, I didn't finished the plate.

My colleagues booked two rooms at CLIO Hotel, I thought they booked it nearby around =..= rich bastards.. ah well, I was able to enjoy the comfy hours thanks to them, I took my hot shower 5 months after, that feeling of not wanting to come out the shower room. (heater broken in my unit)

1 Room Boss and Lady Boss, yeap they are husband and wife.
1 Room 2 colleagues adds me in

15th Floor, the room costs RM450 a day ~!?

The room was fascinating. The view from the window is a long busy road by day and empty road at night. There's full HD TV, a row of closet, comfy double bed, big dressing table, and a folder contained of welcome letter, postcards & envelopes, safety note, rules&regulations and room service menu ( it's meant for tourists, not locals. Know what I mean?)

The bathroom without bathtub.... disappointing !! ARGH. Well, still enjoyable. After shower, the sleepiness stroke me to bed when I was supposed to work on my next video. I squeezed in the spot they prepared for me, and it was already 6 am.

9am
Woke up at is like SHIT ! I promised to meet Khairun around 8am for other works. Quickly I do a quick wash, pack up, dress up and left the room without my two colleagues. The work continues, with set up posters around the lift entrance, and photograph sessions, running a lot of back and forth from outlet to the fair. vice versa.

 I couldn't squeeze the bit of time sitting down for video.


10.30pm

Another night work for another test with a lady in-charge of the Saturday important event. Time is running out, I need to come out the video for her in the next morning, that's when my next plan earlier put to the use.

11.27pm
The lady and two boys accompanied me to the place where I found this during the Kuey Teow meal. I check-in a room at SunInn Hotel, a room about my small room size, with attached simple bathroom.

Deluxe Windowless-type room cost RM90 with another RM20 deposit is just fine, Window room will cost another RM25, it maybe for fresh air but no time for sightseeing since every room has air-conditioner. 2nd floor, Room xxx. They made sure I stay comfy before they left. Thanks.

Double bed, small dressing table to be my setup work station, basic bathroom, and a hanging TV.

As read from TV articles :

1st is to knock on the door before enter.
2nd is switch on all lights.
3rd is to leave your shoes in mess.
4th is turn on tap water (let it run for a while) and flush the toilet bowl.
5th is switch on the TV and put on higher volume (of course, not to a disturb volume)

I felt relief after doing that.

26 Nov, Saturday
12.15am
Next is toilet, move out water boiler tray, telephone, began setting up my laptops and stuffs and start to work throughout the night, I can't take shower, it can instantly knock me to sleep. At about 2.30-3am, it's the time I struggled to stay awake to continue, pushing myself out of the bed after short minute of lie down.

It's very late, and I left my water bottle... I have to adjust my body to a very low hydration and energy-saving level the whole night.

Work isn't progressive, not until after 6am, idea starts to kick in and I work it off and finished before 9am, only then I finally took my shower while waiting the video to be saved. Dress up, and back to work. Stupidly, I thought I must check-in before 12pm but it should be Sunday 12pm ! FUCKa !!

So later the day, I ran around taking photos, forgotten something important when lady boss asked for music to run on the coming activity. I used up the energy racing back to outlet and back to post. Have I mentioned eating my breakfast ? =...= aha.. no water no food since last night's meal. Oh wait.. I didn't have a proper meal either...

Realizing the need for energy before my body broke down, I took my rice meal at noon, drinking plenty to prevent any sickness kicks in.

3pm
The important event, Mrs Parenthood Grand Final starts 30 minutes late. So the lady aired the individual videos of the contestants on screen. That feeling of everyone stop their movement and start watching the videos I made... it's just =w=

7pm
The sleep kicks in repeatedly, I can't crash down here, I can't let anyone find out. but I hold it no longer. I care no more, I left after the contest finished while fair still actively running till 10pm.

Staying awake in bus and train......half dead, walking like a half dead body, back to my room.

I still have one last thing before complete crash down...
Shower and Brush My Teeth.

I have been away for two days time, with only a spare of clothing that worn for second time is unhygienic and may invites sickness too.

b..by..e...

Never easier.

Life
Work
Education
Relationship

Everything requires communications and third parties to live happy.

Items bring happiness too. Toys, games, food and books =w=

Well of course, it's just mainly to pamphlet myself after short month yet intense work for an event.

I bought myself a toy, (just because colleagues announced it at the very end moment to support the event.) oh my wallet~~ +w+

My new job

My new job

I have irregular health meal ever since... buying takeaways especially in the morning, breakfast... when I used to make and eat own breakfast my way..

I started waking up at 6 in the morning everyday, and head out at 7am or before to get a half price train ticket promotion and return at dark nights.

I used to stand 25 minutes in previous company, now I need another 20 minutes, and another 20 minutes bus ride to reach, Sunway Pyramid.

I lost most of my freedom working in the new company where I use my own laptop to work, assemble and disassemble them everyday. I have to use my remaining free time thinking about work. Facebook too, supposed to be an enjoyable social media access has turn into a work everyday, updating and replying company's 4 Facebook page.

I (forcefully) accepted bosses' friend request, I refrained from posting direct thoughts ever since.. because they are monitoring.. my freedom speech is being monitored...

My senior colleague somehow accepted working style here and devoted to them, eventhough he often has to deal with many of  last minute workloads.. He kind of letting that annoyance off in just 5 months.. While... I complained...

I was confused over my jobscope here... but one thing I guessed right was my video part that was what they desperately after in mind. I have no confident in long term doing editing (need constant upgrade skill) nor doing artwork (proved me poor at producing in the passed 3 years)

I complained... was proved that I am not skillful enough in finishing the work to meet their tight deadlines that they don't understand about.

Best 30th birthday

Fraser's birthday party was the best, with buddies and partners. We talk funny and friendly.

We are at TAO Authentic Asian Cuisine, Sunway Giza (Japanese Buffet)

 All we think about is enjoy ordering and enjoy eating. It's fullhouse.

Group photo

The Unwanted Day

3rd November 2016, Thursday

2 days of video-shooting.

During lunch hour, my lady boss asked me whether I exercise regularly, I answered " I don't need to hit the gym for exercise, my every movement is counted workout. "

And the 3 days of buffet in one week.

Today is the 3rd day that I wish I never join. The cool ride is on boss's BMW car to CEO Fahrenheit, Bukit Bintang. We have enjoyable dinner and they sing alot.

I supposed have planned to leave at 10.30pm but... they started drinking and playing dice. The winner gets no drink, the loser, entire team will have to drink.

I bloated on my first sip glass of Singleton (40% alcohol) mixed with green tea and ice. It's enjoyable to see people drink, but when comes to me, the smell is .. yuck, and I'm not enjoying at all.

It's was already 11.30pm, I thought boss was going to send me home, but we arrived in a disco nearby which was suggested by one of the colleagues. So, it's my first in life to disco.

Disco, ladies are free on Thursday. Before we enter, we are given a stamp mark on our hand. Mine is on the right. I have no idea where I am at.

The atmosphere.. it's very loud music, people hanging out in their comfy lounge with more pouring drinks and some couple dance, people around here, men and women drink and smoke freely. O__O

and...

as in the late time, the place is fully crowded, and the music BLAST ! and throng of clubbers in the dance floor.  I had finished sipping a glass of Hennessy, total two glass throughout the whole night, and they had alot, yet... they are okay. One of the colleagues started showing tattoos everywhere !! O_O monsters...

I stopped dancing, I stopped sipping. I had headache, I lied on couch, and close my eyes trying to make the alcohol go away. The smoke is getting thicker, and the blasting music is so loud that I can feel physically feel my nerves beating the same beat as the music.

I felt uncomfortable.. and looking at my watch. It's just 2.00am, slowly... slowly... I felt colder, and the moment I stood up, I felt weak on my leg.

First, I went to toilet, second, I asked for some air, brought back a minute later, given cherriess.... (I hate cherries) to munch and a drink of lemon. Third, I asked again to out the place. Not long I went out carried by one colleague, Fourth, I vomit..

Ruining the party... good thing I reach the drain behind cars. It's been passing 5 hours, why I vomit the thing I ate ? The alcohol might have slow down my digestion process... Then, I lied back at the lobby. There are strangers who lifted my left palm, but they left. What's that mean ?

Then, almost 4am I was dropped by my unit. They put me to bed, everything went silent with my head still pain.

Songs help

I take parties and events photos, capturing the moment of peoples' joys. All I want is to bring in the adults' satisfaction and children's charming faces into picture, I wish them a bright future, with their fathers and mothers' nurturing love.

Successful men raise balanced family, they work, they achieve and they own. Men gather their best buddies and families together. Women introduce each other and became friends, kids start to hang around and meeting new kids to be friends like their fathers and mothers. Thus, the bond is formed.

That's the cycle of life of human.

I am a human too, but I have a different chemistry.. there's great a news that there are people like me find happiness who can raise a family and marriage. I watch Hunchback of the Notre Dame, I learnt the word, outcast.. From the eyes of adults and kids, I'm no different from Gypsies and Quasimodo.

I am an outcast as well... feeling of rejection by whom we used to be friends, and society, be it in the eateries, in the public transportation or workplace. From the way I look, adults see me as the bad impression towards their children which I meant no intention. I wear that mask hiding the crybaby of me living through my life.. that's how people see me as cheerful. That's how I get along with people.
  

Kanawanai Koi Demo

by KG and Shizukusa Yumi

Lyrics : Kanawanai Koi Demo

SO much hesitation to say it out, songs is the only way that helps us, helps me bring the message of my feelings to someone I wanted to say..

Lyrics
Ooh kanawanai koi demo Ooh sore demo suki dakara
Ooh tatta hitokoto dake de ii kimi no koe kikitai yo
Ooh tsuyogaru egao ni wa Ooh kizuite kurenai ne
Ooh chiisana hikari demo ii shinjite mitai yo...

Itsumo toori no ajikenai henji
Kizutsukeru to wakatteru no ni
Doushiyou mo nai
Chijimaranai kyori ga modokashii

Hoka no dareka wo omoi nagara
Sonna hitomi de watashi wo mitsumenaide
Yasashii hodo setsunaku naru kara

Honto ni motomeru no wa kimi no egao na no ni
Why ? Sunao ni narenai ooh, I need you baby
Hoka ni nanimo iranai tsuyoku dakishimetai yo
Itsu ni nareba todoku no ?

Ooh kanawanai koi demo Ooh sore demo suki dakara
Ooh tatta hitokoto dake de ii kimi no koe kikitai yo
Ooh tsuyogaru egao ni wa Ooh kizuite kurenai ne
Ooh chiisana hikari demo ii shinjite mitai yo ...

Sokkenai MEERU demo ii yo
Aenai hi no sasayaka na shiawase
Neru mae made gyutto nigitte henshin matteru

Kigatsukeba mou yonaka sanji
Hiraku keitai ni kimi kara no message
Girl, I don't know what to do

Makura nurashi nagara hitori kogoeru no ni
Sunao ni narenakute omotte mo nai koto itte wa kara mawaru no
Nee watashi ja dame na no ?
Itsumo itsumo aitai

Ooh kanawanai koi demo Ooh sore demo suki dakara
Ooh tatta hitokoto dake de ii kimi no koe kikitai yo
Ooh tsuyogaru egao ni wa Ooh kizuite kurenai ne
Ooh chiisana hikari demo ii shinjite mitai yo...

"Issho ni kaerou yo. "
Demo tsunagenai yubi
Ubaitai yo sono kaori mo shigusa mo
Ano kado wo magattara
Oshiete hoshii
Tell me what you want
Show me what you need
I just wanna be with you ...

Ooh kimochi tsutaeru koto de Ooh subete ga koware sou de
Ooh itsuwaru kimi e no omoi kokoro ga harisake sou
Ooh otagai no kimochi sae Ooh wakatteru hazu na no ni
Ooh doushite mo fumidasenai Girl, I don't know what to do

Ooh kanawanai koi demo Ooh sore demo suki dakara
Ooh tatta hitokoto dake de ii kimi no koe kikitai yo
Ooh tsuyogaru egao ni wa Ooh kizuite kurenai ne
Ooh chiisana hikari demo ii shinjite mitai yo...

New Workplace

Am I so desperate to leave the company?

Why am I leaving? I want pursue something more, something new, something that can fill my emptiness.

I have decided that I will leave when I have the chance this year, now the chance.. however... why am I holding back ?

For my future path to be clear, I have to step out, but feeling selfish to leave behind those who greatly care for me, if I refuse the offer, I will hardly have another chance to look farther from here.

The same concept work from current work, do I get anything new to learn ?

I already knew the answers of others even if I don't voice out, but my mind is thinking the opposite, they will definitely blame for that if my life live down the drain for not listening, and causing them regret to recommend me...

Khairun recommends me, if I accept just to accept from the current company than anything new, and my performance not pleased to the new company, I would make him feel bad too.

Fraser recommends me, however in a condition not to join if salary is too low. It indeed is low, if I do not listen and join, I would make him feel bad too.

I was so excited about the new exploration like a kid, yet given such high hope by the interviewer, I feel bad to reject the job offer as well.

If I decide to leave the current company, that may mean giving more paperwork to Caroline who care me most behind..

If I lose the chance to join a new company, I would hardly have any explanation in the family union. 

But if I join, given self pressure over work and distance and time, brother and mother would clearly have negative things to say.

What  should I do..?

Join or not..?

Update
I texted my decision not to join because of the extreme working distance.
However.. I accepted a woman's call in the end. That's how I done it...

7 days work of the 1st week in my new job.. I done my 1st video trailer.

LRT Down - PART 1

7th September 2016, Wednesday

6.12am -
A heavy storm rocked throughout of Selangor, I bet which awakes me from my slumber. Another day of late again. Even if I take LRT early in morning, No, I don't wish to risk myself wetting in the progress for a rotten company and for the sake concern of my family ! Other possibility is, I would still caught in crowd in the train station.

Well, the crowd never gone away even it's 9.30am then... I chose to take bus instead of train this time, approximately to reach office before noon. Bus was crowded, I squeezed like a sandwich.

 Oh yea, we have yellow muddy river everywhere. Taken from Monorail train. I arrived Monorail Chow Kit about 10.30am to continue my unusual route yet exciting Pokemon GO, picked alot of balls, as needed. =w=

 11.00am -
I finally reached KL Sentral. A tiring sight of queue in front LRT, eyes dropped. FINE !
KTM train just departed, 40 minutes for next train... I don't know where to locate the bus stops here. What came in my mind was, walk.

Grab a SunDaily newspaper, this phrase reminds me to ( read the pict. ), taken along the way to LRT Bangsar to either continue to destination or take bus. Rain starts again, I'm forced to take bus, luck finally comes! SHUTTLE BUS ~~

11.20am about time reach office. What a good sweat. I create a short name to describe myself.

T.H.B.

Tired. Hungry. Boring.

LRT Down - PART 2

9th September 2016, Friday

8.51am -

I tell myself to go to work on punctual, but I couldn't leave nearby condo-ners (people who lives with the same condo as I ) shut behind gate out the guardhouse just because I'm in hurry. So, I grabbed the gate open for a guy who is few foot distance behind me, and then continue to catch my time.

I managed to renew my card before boarding the just-arrived train.

During the route from LRT Sri Rampai to LRT Setiawangsa, I happened to be caught in train tripped which affected all the trains along Kelana Jaya Line.

The scene? The train was running normal until the lights and engine die down all the sudden while moving. I was little sensitive over this and try to look around as this never encountered on me before. Other commuters seemed calm, probably they took me as a amateur for not experiencing such matter.

It took a short while to back up the train's engine up and running for at least 3 three times to reach LRT Setiawwangsa, and... doors not opening while standby-ers and officer-on-duty look on. I guess that means we all are trapped.

I may not watch yet, but somehow it does have little similar scene to Korean's Top horror movie in Malaysia, << Train to Busan >> which just officially aired few days ago.

It took about 6 to 10 minutes before selective doors were opened to free us. All of us ( Whole Kelana Jaya Line) stuck and late for the second time happened in THREE DAYS !!

I saw an elder granny somehow making complaints on officer-on-duty, and I didn't have the guts to calm her away from officer who too has no idea and trying her best to communicate with quarters for the next step.

I should suggest operator booth to announce some sort of 

"Attention to all commuters, we are encountering power trip to all Kelana Jaya Lines due to unusual storm and all train services will be badly affected. For whom to wish for refunds, please proceed to check-out counters,"

soo, not to make everyone waiting in the cloud.

That's the refund coupon. I don't know how to use it yet

[Update] : After work, I pass this to one of the stations, operator asks where I be stopping. Oh.. I get a train token.

I got a refund coupon, and then ? I need to find a way to reach KL and work. However ... traffic jam in front the bus stop, bus not stopping, no shuttle buses, I bet no officers like to caught in jam in such situation. 

While road on the opposite seemed normal, but how long can I wait for buses. Bus unreliable this time. I asked around for clue about buses but no information. A few in front of me start waving for taxi, but many were occupied.  I never taught about taking taxi, expensive.

I planned to walk but rain starts to pour again, no umbrella, stuck. From that time, a guy turned around and asked me whether I join them on Uber ride back to Wangsa Maju, it's a somewhat similar to taxi service where they will pick passengers up nearby.

I was surprised that this guy just download the Uber App, called the Uber service. More surprisingly, we could see the Uber driver car's plate, location, and driver's face. Chua is his name. The guy communicated with the driver after then. I and another guy follow in.

That guy remembers me, he's the one I helped earlier but I... pretended to not recognize the guy, probably I am anti-social, isolation freak. Kindness pays off somehow =w=lll

We all reached our place of stays. I went room. (not home) as I already apply half day leave to stay out of  time-wasting trouble.

I realised something today about the differences between men and women which I lack of. Men has stronger problem-solving wills than women, and that also includes any dirty tricks to make money (good) and escaping troubles they caused at any cost (bad) ...

I must obtain greater knowledge to help people in problem-solving in order to survive in this working society.

每样设计做完了都会松一口气。
要在艺术上卓越，的确要深思考和再努力地思考。
唯这样才能获得事业上的赞扬。
我的赚钱生涯是靠想像、创意和学习。
艰难。

2 Destination A Day

23rd & 24th July 2016,
Saturday and Sunday.

An ex-colleague, Ms. Kelly from my work office, now my Chauffeur and Guardian of the day.

It's a safe ride, far far away from the big city, where wild animals and birds roam freely.

Oh, before that... we drive to nearby, OUG morning market to buy breakfast. Ms. Kelly even bought a extra 5 popiah for her Red Cross member friends. The old folks' hawker stall's popiah is very delicious, seaweed popiah is their popular delicacy.

Full of fresh vegetables with mild mayonnaise taste, super healthy. Should stop by to try that.

Destination 1 : Hulu Langat Red Cross Camp.

It's an outskirt town surrounded by fruit stalls along the road where you can find cheap mangosteens, durians, rambutans, bamboo rice, roasted chickens, and many more fruits.

This is their 3days 2 nights training camp here, rural but sweet environment surrounded by trees and river.

 Banner : Disaster Response and Preparedness Camp orgarnised by Red Crescent. This is where the members attend meetings, training and briefing from communication to ACTION.

Oh, we meet again after 2 years. This is Small Kelly whom I met in my first attending BIG POT MASS COOKING for the homes, orphanages and disabilities. Glad to see ya.

My duty ? No, I don't have duty, I am not a member. But !! I take photos and film videos for the camp during their training of rescuing injured victims. It's very interesting here that I got the chance to see what and how they work together to aid the acting victims from tending to carrying them down to the acting headquarter site.

Each team has the leader, and leader is to find out the victim's condition and report to the senior member before gather their members to complete the task.

Destination 2 : Fraser Hill, Penang

It's a extreme heavy rain pour travelling from Kuala Lumpur to the destination. Surprisingly, I wasn't afraid so, because I'm with my guardian =w=

 There goes the mountain with thick fog ahead, that's Fraser Hill ? Slightly light rainbow visible in the sky after rain. It's beautiful.

This is where we stay the night here, luxury unit, 3 bedrooms, 3 bathrooms, 2 balconies, a living room and a kitchen.

You can check the price here,

http://www.cuti.my/hotel/info/id/520/Malaysia/Pahang/hotel/Frasers-Pine-Resort/

It's 21 degree Celsius at night here, how do I know? Well smart phones are smart. 

The Challenge Day,

Pine Tree Trail is the longest trail and the most challenging trek in Fraser Hill. This 5.5km long trek takes atleast 7 hours to complete. Those who completed in 4 hours is a superman. WHO SAID IT'S 4 HOURS IN THE FIRST PLACE, EH !? I was prank so hard for this.

Steep paths, fallen trunks and roots is always in the way, so you must move very cautious for every step, one leg hurt is a hell to get you out of that trail. Good thing we spot no leeches on sight on the trek.

This is what called steep and dangerous. So, 4 hours is NO JOKE AT ALL.

This trek really makes people hungry to look for place to break. We prepare sandwiches, eggs, fried meehoon, apple, water and 100Plus.

The most dangerous yet the most expectation from daring trekkers is the "Climbing to Peak", I named this in the photo.

My expression when I see that rocky cliff, it really got me The Moment of Stunt, I was mumbling,
'Are we going to climb that for real ?! How am I suppose to get my ass up there?! '

You may not need to be strong build for this. This requires sharp thinking. 

For an amateur like me, first is listen to the speaker/acting instructor. Second, use your eye searching for objects to grab. Until you find it firm and safe move on to climb, and repeat the two steps. Eventually I made it up there.

The 6 in group has finally made it to the peak. That may be a green wooden board with the word, but it proved us for completing the peak, also called the certificate if you want.

We start the trail at 8.58am, and reached the peak at 12.30pm

CONGRATU... NO WAIT !

Trekking back IS A PROBLEM for all of us. It really did took my sanity away, I'm not tired, but my knees and legs are very at its limit to carry on the trail.

Finally, I completed the trail at 4.40pm.  

Who Am I?

Who am I ?

I'm an adventurous T who works his ass in the office as a graphic designer, and failed life working to dream to be an animator.

Now I'm a self comic artist who spent an hour a day sketching comics while commuting to and after work. I sometimes fascinate about astronomy, how amazingly the stars never change its position which is the starscopes we are reading almost everyday to learn more about our personality and future-telling.

I read mangas and watch animes just like everybody else and admire every piece of backstage art animators did, so as the story-writer who done alot in this to inspire all age of their dreams and thoughts.

What's that mean of being an adult ?

I'm 27, staying in a "starter" room and a job but does that really define me as what an adult is?

Sales Promoter, Day 4 (Last)

3rd July 2016, Sunday

 Yeap, it sures boring. I make emoticons from putty to pass time.

Here comes another cases,
Case 1 :
Customers never follow what I said. It's Buy 5 free 1. She begged me and took another free gift turning her back... I found myself generosity but pulling my wallet for the loss...

Case 2 :
A father pranked on his daughter by putting putty on his daughter's head, causing the putty stuck part in her hair. Adults....

The poor daughter cried and screamed in the Nursery Room provided for customers. We use every efforts to separate the putty from her hairs.

Gladly, it's good news. The putty came off, the daughter stopped crying, but almost crying when she sees me.....

Case 3 :
I cleaned up the empty putty boxes in the storage rack and return post in few minutes... two free gifts missing... (I recovered one from the video game rack)

Case 4 :
Another hair stuck putty, almost pranked by adult... this time is the mother on her daughter's hair. I acted swiftly to remove the putty the moment the mother put on.

This is my true feeling

 The product is fast selling

I completed the 4 days working, and finally leaving KLCC. I hope I don't hold any unhappiness towards KLCC.. XD it's still a good place to browse books in Kinokuniya book store and KLCC park.~

Poor Hectar

6th June 2016, Monday

The First Job Interview's assignment.

Gone.

I slept 2 hours in the weekends working on this assignments... I don't know how this related to my poor Hectar which is 1 year and 2 months old.

All I got from this. At least I have regular backup on, my loss wasn't that serious except I just made a an artwork assignment.

I depressingly looking for solution at Low Yat Plaza, but was told that I have to go to Berjaya Plaza for the check because I have it warranty for 2 years.

The Lenovo Service Center is located at the 3rd floor. The staff found out that the hard disk could not be read, and asked me whether I need backup hard disk. I found that question odd.. how can a damaged hard disk be backup ?

What's hurt was, I found an email from the 1st job interview company in the JUNKBOX... it was sent on 3rd June, Friday... FUCK. I wasted my weekends struggling on the assignment and caused me a hard disk failure.. It HURTS so much that I wanted to reply an angry mail... 

Thinking it might saved, it won't hurt to try backup, so I brought poor Hectar to Low Yat Plaza again on Thursday.

Anyhow, backup failed. I need a replacement thus filed a warranty repair at the service center again and wait 1 to 2 weeks working days.

 The only game I can play for passing my night time.

It was like 4 years ago since I stopped playing, yet they kept my farm !

BIG THUMB UP

Sent to Service on 9th June.
Return AFTER I CALL the damn fucking service center on 20th June.

Look brand new, but hate it... can't help it...

Sales Promoter, Day 3

2nd July 2016, Saturday
Although I didn't like the job, I have to finish the days I promised to work and hard.

Today, my place changed to a floor near the escalator, with kids around I definitely watching out the kids.

I know I have weaknesses, I'm not that sort of people who can tout customers. So today, I use my original way. Sales goes well and better than last Sunday when I push customers hard on buying 5 free 1.

Money is not easy to earn, but drains like water when spend. I think of the customers, the more children they have, the more burden their faces show. Instead, I play as a demo-performancer to keep it that way, willing customers will approach the products.

I met the creative little girl back from Sunday. She and her family came again, playing with me, and the another girl and boy play "Guess What's Inside?" on the Bubble Putty toy.

Case 1 :
An Arabian girl with elder brother and sister, playing in my place. For a short time only I found her opened one of the Bubble Putty toy products, it was too late. I have to speak with the mother in presence to pay at the cashier counter. I was glad the mother found her little daughter's deed and pay.

Case 2 :
A China customer dropped her clothes price tag paper, I went to chase after to the 3rd floor. She happily thanked me. As I back to my post.... I found the two princess figurines we use as substitute toys...missing....

Quickly, I took Mickey and Minnie out of the table, kept in box...

I have no rest working here except going washroom once and eating bananas before resume work. So I bought this after work on my way back to satisfy my hunger. Simple red bean bao and pork bao.

 DaoSa bao to give me sugar

CharSao bao to fill my empty stomach.

Sales Promoter, Day 1 and 2

25th-26th June 2016, Sat & Sun
I work as a sales promoter for a toy product. On the first day, I set up the table and chairs with boss. The sales was great, thanks to him.

Today, I spent time research on how the toy works, write my note of things I can play with. I'm on my own now. There's a family of two were sitting there when I reach, setting up display, immediately attracts families to come and explore the toy.

The kids and parents enjoy my performance as I do the play and trick. However... not all really willingly to buy 5 and get a mini free gift when I push the sales. They prefer buying one for the try even after I demonstrated the play.

I also notice some kids
1. take the display gluevy toy and left without trace.
2. Naughty ones play very rough which spoil the image for the other parents to reconsider buying.  
3. who's parents left them in my area and went to shopping.
4. took away the substitute toys we use in the play, well luckily the father brought them back, otherwise my boss will be in headache.

I even see kids' parents purposely bring over shoes and clothes from other sections for them to try because they couldn't stop play with it. Some left buying it to please the kids, while some complains about lots of toys they have and left.

I met two family kids who even said they can make the gluey toy themselves or taught in class. (I can't believe it)

I met one girl about age 11-12, she makes use of the gluey toy to creative veils, hats, shawl, handbag and even a gown for a princess toy we use as substitute toy. She's very creative.

 Guess who is that warrior?

 

The heroic Mickey

 The BIG EYE Lady Cowboy

 Is that Cinderella?

Bell with beautiful shawl

There's four siblings came over just to kill time 35 minutes before closing, they want to play but don't want to buy them. Same goes with their mother who keeps asking me question, even I give them what I know, they left putting back the toy...

In the end, I'm good for nothing..