20th October 2019, Sunday
7.21am,
I received a call from mother.
I was informed that popo just
passed away.
Her voice was emotionally broken,
and she had went through
the second time.
She did gave me a choice to
whether flying home to attend
the funeral as we discussed
a week ago.
She probably wished that
I'm there with her.
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Sunday, October 20, 2019
Friday, October 18, 2019
Wednesday, October 9, 2019
5 October 2019, Saturday
6 October 2019, Sunday
Around 12.45am.
While I finally gone to sleep, but I awoke by a poke on my left knee. To my surprise, pops was standing near my left knee without her sarong, she didn't make any sound., just stood there.
I thought she wanted change new diaper, that's in my mind. After I woke, popo walked between my legs to sit on the edge of bed. That time, mom was sleeping.
I put popo back to bed, switch on the bed light, mom awoke by the light, and asked me why I trying to take off the diaper. We put her back to bed, without changing diaper. Popo fast asleep again.
I sit back on the chair, thought how did popo stand beside me as my legs has blocked the bed edge. The only way she could reach me is by getting off from another edge and walks towards me.
Mother put me to her chair and covered me comfortably with pillows, I was grateful, but I just couldn't sleep. Mother left me to the pantry room to do reading. A new patient bed ridden opposite us was having trouble sleeping, the nurses and doctor were busy attending her. It was noisy..
Mother returned after 3.35am-4.00am, I was still awake at that time, tired.. but couldn't fall asleep. She was standing at the end of the bed, I slowly closed my eyes.
4.40am - 4.45am, I finally gone to sleep when I was awoke by voices of nurses and doctor shouting "auntie match!", that was a big "TAT" falling sound. I put back on my glasses, only then I realised popo was not on bed. They already carrying her towards the bed.
I asked popo why she leaves the bed, she replied she wanted to go poop but couldn't find me.
A while then, the same doctor came checking polo's head, asked about the head pain. When popo blurred, he started speaking in Hokkien, she replied him. I couldn't understand the conversation, so I asked
6 October 2019, Sunday
Around 12.45am.
While I finally gone to sleep, but I awoke by a poke on my left knee. To my surprise, pops was standing near my left knee without her sarong, she didn't make any sound., just stood there.
I thought she wanted change new diaper, that's in my mind. After I woke, popo walked between my legs to sit on the edge of bed. That time, mom was sleeping.
I put popo back to bed, switch on the bed light, mom awoke by the light, and asked me why I trying to take off the diaper. We put her back to bed, without changing diaper. Popo fast asleep again.
I sit back on the chair, thought how did popo stand beside me as my legs has blocked the bed edge. The only way she could reach me is by getting off from another edge and walks towards me.
Mother put me to her chair and covered me comfortably with pillows, I was grateful, but I just couldn't sleep. Mother left me to the pantry room to do reading. A new patient bed ridden opposite us was having trouble sleeping, the nurses and doctor were busy attending her. It was noisy..
Mother returned after 3.35am-4.00am, I was still awake at that time, tired.. but couldn't fall asleep. She was standing at the end of the bed, I slowly closed my eyes.
4.40am - 4.45am, I finally gone to sleep when I was awoke by voices of nurses and doctor shouting "auntie match!", that was a big "TAT" falling sound. I put back on my glasses, only then I realised popo was not on bed. They already carrying her towards the bed.
I asked popo why she leaves the bed, she replied she wanted to go poop but couldn't find me.
A while then, the same doctor came checking polo's head, asked about the head pain. When popo blurred, he started speaking in Hokkien, she replied him. I couldn't understand the conversation, so I asked
Tuesday, October 1, 2019
1 October 2019, Tuesday
1 October 2019, Tuesday
Just few days ago, I received a call from home. Grandma was hospitalised and through a CT scan, there's a 5cm growth in Pancreas, and I was asked to return home.
Mother is thinking to have me move back for some reason, untold.
Today, I just received the news about my job confirmation, will be end of this month. I texted mom about it, however she seemed... unhappy.
Therefore,
I don't know how I should express it,
getting confirmation a happy news or a bad news for mom..
Just few days ago, I received a call from home. Grandma was hospitalised and through a CT scan, there's a 5cm growth in Pancreas, and I was asked to return home.
Mother is thinking to have me move back for some reason, untold.
Today, I just received the news about my job confirmation, will be end of this month. I texted mom about it, however she seemed... unhappy.
Therefore,
I don't know how I should express it,
getting confirmation a happy news or a bad news for mom..
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