自己的愚蠢浪费了时间，活力，尽能力的精神与努力把你的要求变成真实，剪辑video的总总价钱，一天RM20.00已经很够你便宜了。

而外你添加摄影工作，另算钱。你没和我谈论价钱，就私自乱决定。 一晚RM5.00 就为津贴！？你却用义工和预算作为理由压低我摄影的薪，比起市场的薪还低过一半价钱。不但此，你的所作所为，另安排摄影工作叫我去你的教堂工作其实就要我赶快信主。你幕后的诡计，真是大罪。

我三天前(25th July)发信后。便在昨天(28th July)面谈。

面谈中，

1. 你说我老板谈价不好。难道你定RM5.00摄一晚很合理啊！？
2. 义工和预算为理由不满，再减压我提供考虑的价格。
3. 推卸责任的行为，考虑由教会聘请我？这句已经不是第一次了，你根本有意再要我无知而自入主门。
4. 这么多天时间，到面谈了，我问了你三次，你总没有一个一定的价格说出口。你还想什么办法补偿我！？
5. 你接了通电话，聊！得好高兴，简直当我不存在。
6. 你到头来，一直离主题，说不相关的事就一流。问我家事同情我？说废话

 

在社会大学里就是有这类的老板。如果所有老板都是这样刻薄重富不自责任依赖他人过好生活更是不敬他人宗教，所有员工做到死都不够钱买棺材做葬礼 

当然，还有更多花样的老板没见过。

I bought it

I bought myself a death watch. XD Chinese always said never present with a gift watch/clock. I have myself as a USE, of course.

A Digital-Analog watch, either LCD or LED interface display.

Colour : Black + Light Grey.

Functions : 30m water resistance (the lowest, not for swimming)

                 Alarm 

                 Countdown timers 

                 Night vision backlight

                 Digital dates display
                 can watch anime episodes
                 shooting laser
                 calculator
                 communicator functions with Power Rangers!
                 3D Map
                 as credit card

                 car key, house key, room key, toilet key
                 WiFi system!!
                 Hoaa...............................HENSHIN ~
                 Time Warper to the past
                 A self-destruction bom   ?!

Conclusion, it's just a cheap adult watch of non-exist brand with the cheapest price in the market, nothing special except its digital-analog interface XD

And the day after, I saw many watch ads posts in Facebook o__O. Is it Watch Season?

UNUSUAL

Unusual things happened this week.

I woke up by my mom who knocked me out of my sweet dream. "I heard a crying cat somewhere again,". I didn't heard any at first, until I concentrate. That voice, is just like the one stuck in the bush a month ago. Reminds me of the death of the crying cat...

So, I went down to trace the unknown cat. In a short time, I spotted it. It crawled out slowly from a rounded bush. It's was a little kitten about weeks old.

From the same crying sound, this one might be looking for its parents. It took me an hour to finally helped reunite with its parents, and the cries stopped instantly.

Couldn't take a picture of it, but it left me with its scent and crawl marks = =.

Dettol is my next finding... Wash Wash Wash

On my way return to my unit, I took another rocky pavement, to my surprises.... I found out the park is not really that safe.

O__O lll a little snake... who lost and died. Snakes don't lay one egg.....That means there's MORE.

It's the second day, the corpse still remains, I doubt it was bitten by another. For the reason why no other animals dare to eat it, might because it's was poison to death. So far, I only found a small hole in the corpse. No more ants, no pigeons no cats no dogs ever take it for meal today....

**Update
Well, after several days of observation, the snake is confirmed not poisoned to death. Now's condition is all rotten and eaten by ants. Left with only bones, I guess.

22th July 2011 A troublesome character I met

It's bad to talk bad at bad people. I know. Yet,  I got my nerve high. Why? Because they tend to hear in and wander out of what I had explained before. 

They really don't think twice before giving out request, and they don't bother to understand how is my work process go, thus giving a request of finishing three videos in one day. The end result is bad quality, unorganized and big mess. Better I don't waste out the DVDs, papers, printer ink, PC storage, plus my effort, my strength and precious time.

Moreover, they like a lot corrections which is annoying and interrupting my work, and messing up my schedule of the day, postponing my work again and again. Just give the damn design to me, I made it out or don't say any corrections more than once.

My salary huh... I don't want to talk about that. But I made this phrase so meaningful to describe for one of my job,

"working till the day I die, not even a thousand earning in a year"

 I know the The End story would be like...yet for my stupidity and idiocy, I willingly to do... even if there is no hope in return...

My July

My busy day comes when all bosses find me.

I have my night activities, I have my Overtime work, I have my early up hanging brain, slowly I take up the Fresh Market chores.

 Place where I practice and train. Look, I got more young ones with me. Although start from basics, I still learn the proper way of basics than I last skipped.

18th July 2011, just recently, I was called ON a LIVE shooting, a Convocation held inside Dewan Sa a'dah, Wisma Muis, just nearby my area. It's been like 7 years the first time I came there. Nostalgic, really was.

 Carpets and stage are nicely decorated, chairs and sticker notes are arranged in order.

Heh, we liked that spot on the lower left green seats.

 The program.

The stage overall, still have decorations.

 The big Star Suitcase

The mini setup video station.

From the left. My boss, the organizer, and my boss's bro.

 Now that's the under full decoration stage, never missed the flower pots!

Chairs.

Malay music instruments here. Interesting.

They are practicing.

really nice.

The three big Gongs.

And then, the full rehearsal, not really full for me. = = My position is overall and close-up shot. You can see the 1st photo is upper floor.

LIVE shoot practice.

Graduating students attending rehearsal

On the actual day (19th July 2011), I still busy on my designs in the midnights untill 2am ++. Finishing my work and e-mailed. Wake up call from my boss, then I realized I overslept.

Arrived before 6.30am. Setup everything, and wait. 8.30am, I wrote on my note, I was very nervous that felt my hands little shaking and sweating cold. It's my first time handling LIVE shoot instead of assisting. 

  

Without walkie-talkies, we communicated through handphones. So I did received several phone calls from boss who was in-charging of switching mixer machine. Instructing me what to do in the following program, such as stage giving out certificates, and choir singing.

The program went well. I still made a bit mistake, not big problem though. Hoping to avoid as much as I can the next time. The nervous comes when I see my Vcam is LIVING on the LCD screen. Any little shake, can be very very obvious and looked unprofessional. So I'm nervous and more cautious then before.

The program finally ends 12pm ++. Know what? I'm waiting for my convocation next year. Attending this program is like a 1 year earlier rehearsal preparation for me, does that mean I can skip ?? =...=. Looking sad when watching them graduates while I'm not. 

It's a joy, watching the parents bringing flowers and teddy bears along, caressing the bouquet as they watch their children receiving the certification in a light smile. Taking photos with their dear children after the program ends.

Sounds like I'm dead, standing and watching the past from upper floor.

Anyway, I could finally return to have my breakfast and lunch meal.... next thing is take a big nap. I'm aware uncle is going to call me for shooting later in the evening, 7pm . My first reply was rejection, that's my true answer. 

Uncle questioned me back "Then, how aa?" Obviously, he never finds a backup himself when I'm not available. I can really sing the song "Nobody, nobody but you~" It's a play, and I know I'm a fool to accept it eventhough I know he has something in mind.

I just back from work, I need rest, I said. Unbelievable replied from an aged educated man said, "then you rest up now lar, and do the video tonight." 

I'm pissed of the selfish words he said.

He started to have his staff to take me there, and he came later instead. His staffs is not a slave driver, a slave banker or a slave delivery man or a slave secretary and me.  I was so unattended, tired during their lesson until 9pm++.

Another part, when reading the news on 14th July, my mom said, 

"你过来看，这个人的脸很像你哦。" 

"Look. The accused's face look much like you," *Translate*

= = There goes the 2nd time.

About the news, I hope it's not Ang.

Mooncake Festival coming soon

Very bright moon, rounding shape and sparkling, like a lamp post hanging up high. Of course, I really like the sky and cloud as background.

Photo taken on 10th July 2011

Servay, KK Plaza starting selling lanterns. My lantern is as same as usual, my handphone. XD.

Unwelcoming Incident - After Trauma Sunday OT

I couldn't asleep, at all. I think I stayed awake most of the night. What was the time then? I was so bother to know, that makes me couldn't even asleep when panic, 

"Oh please, GO TO SLEEP, ME"oh damn, what wee hours now?! Better I don't know than I know. And I was still shaking.

It's not that I want to think but I really couldn't help thinking a lot of things running like a Mary Go Round in my head. Many things, just that my brain ran crazily, uncontrollably, and still functioning, no tiring for another few hours.

My worst part was I gotten very, very tired and motionless when the tick tock alarm phone rang just the time I gotten so sleepy. I count minute this time, I don't know how many minutes I slept. Glad it's not "none".

Early morning I forced my restless body away from the bed to brush up. Milo, my quick breakfast and car pools arrived, I'm off to work, my boss's church.

Seriously, if this is your first time to people's church, you work for a day in there, you surely get yourself crazy mental breakdown. I don't know how you might think, for my character, it is. Sorry, but I'm talking about brain-washing stage for non-Christians, no offense no criticism, it's just that when you know too much of what you shouldn't know of which will slowly leads you to brain-washing stage,  it's an awful experience I have had, and I'm back again, it's the part time job I'm currently working on.

I still have my flu on, working... I just hope my immune system can withstand the cool indoor air-con hall for long hours. 8am Chinese session ; an hour break ; back to work on 10.30am English session, I knew it's an unnecessary for me to be there when there's a regular video member always shoot on Sunday English session. Great... your indirect purpose made you forgotten what I told you Sunday is Family day, I know it's a promise I had promised, but it's not including your purpose for wanting me there.

Return home, 57minutes left to take a nap. And there's Part 3 on 5pm. Great ... I made a sinful thing today, but I glad mom understands me, and I'm still flu on. Thank you for messing up my Sunday, I'm blaming on your selfishness.

Unwanted Incident

An unlikely argument broke out of silent, when someone shout out "FUCK YOU!!!" It's something we all say, almost placing it in our daily conversation E V E R Y D A Y, feeling so cool like everybody said. I think it's time we should change its way to prevent unwelcoming quarrel to nasty strangers especially a shout gives out a strong sign of tune, you should be alerted, something might happen.

Back to the recent incident, it was around midnight. A man, was screaming so hard, that triggered everyone to look down from the balcony, but most of them stayed... I took a wooden stick and reached the place.

It's was over... what I saw was a man's legs carried into the back of Mercedes, several people gathered. When I asked, a lady told me the big Indian man was attacked by strangers who she believes they weren't from the neighbourhood.

A guard he who only calling police with his handphone in the watchhouse was blamed for not coming for the man's aid by the victim's friend. The victim's friend scolded the guard in public, saying a guy holding a weapon from the ground. I could see clearly how much it weight when his friend lifted that deadly heavy metal from the bush. The victim's head was hit by that metal. Even a grown big man can cries out like that...

A small blood pool was seen, with a broken lighter... slippers were everywhere. The son (about age 8-9) and the wife were terrified. I asked myself, 'What did I do....? What did I just did...?'

Honestly....my hands were shaking when I saw the blood pool... Neighbours arrived too late. Everyone scattered minutes later after the man was rushed to hospital. My mother was standing end of the block with a Chinese neighbour, who shared the news about the great Indian man, who told the strangers to move the lorry blocking the car  parkings, but broke out silent when they quarrelled.

I regretted that I actually just stayed in balcony in that 1-2 minutes, in a little laugh.... I was wrong... very wrong... very guilty...I was traumatized, feeling very very depressed, I can't calm myself.... I wasn't good enough.... I was weak...

I'm still shaking while writing this post. This incident never happens alot, but it will happen in everyone of us if time meets rotten apple, seriously. I hereby let my experience remind you for this, to stay alert and be ready yourself. It can be you, your friends, your family, or neighbours.

I really hope the Indian man is alright...

Secret Cure

Love, mom's loving care, I'm able to breathe much better and sleep sweetly within 2 and a half hours.

Even though I tried with my very best, used up all the possibilities to lower down my body temperature and the wetty nose, I just lack one ultimate element. Love

 I gave myself 3 days and 3/4 to heal my sickness. So, it went failed, and gotten worse when I tried one of my possibilities, workout to sweat the heat out. Not even getting a slightly better, locking the heat in my head like a microwave heating the meat to cooked state.

It actually works, it sweats little on my body, I could breathe when I exercise but not the head. Plus, I did it too soon, and I overworked, my body went tired and all the suddenly, I lied down looking at the ceiling, meditation not even work though, because my runny nose....

Mom shows up like a supermom, made me a drink, Hot Honey-Lemon juice, of course it has more bigger different than you buy a packet of Ice Lemon Tea, or Hot Lemon tea. My mind and knowledge tells me that it will taste very sour, I slowly drinking a bit of it, my tongue sense the sourness, but it turns out to be 90% tasteless.

I only felt my tongue went numb. Just glad she noted me not to finish the drink, or else I did because it's tasteless.... phew

Sore Throat, Fever, Flu

There's one thing for sure, you will get at least twice falling sick per year. 

Just don't know why, I exercise a lot, eat healthy, like everyone else working and sleeping around 1 or 2am. I get sick.

I always hate this, I always fall sick when I got things to do. Whole day lying on the bed looking up the ceiling when you can't fall asleep. Heavy head... wetty nose, how many panadols I have eaten? 6 ? No, 9.

The worst thing you must not do when you get a flu, think something sad. Insomnia is a lot suffer than your sad memories then. Just put me to sleep, dammit.

And so three days have passed, it's not only not abit of recovery, but it worsen when I exercise in the wrong time. It's the 3rd day, already, until I sort for help.