I'm a semi-active Blogger, and this is my digital journey blog. I write almost everything as long as I remember. It can be thoughts, unforgettable dreams, games that I playing, or hobbies. The title of [ No Escape ] meaning there's no ending in reality, there's always fear and new mishaps in life and new, unexpected discoveries unfolded or yet to explore. Humbly say, I'm an average designer and video editor in real life. Check my original works in Portfolio Tab.
24th January 2022, Monday,
I stumbled upon a sketch on Pinterest on a Monday work... aroused me so much that I hardly concentrate for almost an hour, struggle to control my desire..
It turned me on and on, until I was unable suppress any longer.. I stayed in the farthest toilet the moment lunch hour starts, leaning at the cold tile wall, stroking under the pants for almost 20 mins to finally "contained myself".
It's the first time doing in this company's toilet in my 3rd year.
23 January 2022, Sunday,
I spent half of my day at Mid Valley. I purchased a ticket for movie Resident Evil 2021 the other night, along with snacks combo online.
That's my Sunday plan.
Movie ends 12.50pm. Felt early to go back, I decided to sit down at Sister Wei for a drink. I started revising my language study and sketch, until 3pm.
Next stop is stock up wet tissue at Watson just below the floor, then I went back to the new Korean store at LG floor for some light souvenir home.
Before I depart, I dined at Sushi Tei restaurant. How many years since I ate there?
The vegetable miso soup is nice, it came with glass noodle. The wasabi wasn't spicy like I had in other Japanese restaurants. The potion just right.
I would say, I still prefer other restaurants.
I have been catching back at an old anime, addictive as I watched.
In real world, whenever we are on the road, rules are everywhere, dangers and risk there are when you speed.
Inside the game world, there's no limitation to how much you speed, no speedy fine and your life won't be at stake for grief danger. You can speed with freedom to every place in the large map. Everyone loves that kind of freedom - The no consequences after and 0% responsibility over anything, in fact you get rewarded for certain achievement in-games with skills obtained and new maps unlocked, new journey and missions to be discovered. You are acknowledged in the game, you are praised, you are rewarded ,That's one of the main reasons that gaming is popular. Showing off about their dream cars where you can't buy in real world, shoulder off the fines is probably that's why guys love racing games so much.
I may much related to guys mindset, except guys love racing game, is seemed boring to me for now, probably I do not own any personal vehicle myself, or have a wife or kids to care, while I do love bikes and like to take longer time by just gazing at them.
I am much loved to have things more than just racing for kill time - is to be me, a life in another world. It's like having a new, wild personality of another self for containment. I much prefer games like Witcher and Cyberpunk. They have horses, cars and bikes in the game as part of life and as transport, it's not mainly about racing, it would be just too bored for me.
The reason I like about these two games is they both gave me the stimulation I wanted. Storyline and consequences, mastering skillsets like hunting, farming, upgrades, crafting as hobby, killing tech as hobby, and most importantly - sex drive.
2021 November, I began taking online class by will. It's a Japanese language learning I purchased from Udemy for the first time.
Since I used to Self learn during school, I know how to read and write in Hiragana and Katakana (so re-learning is easier now). I also borrow Japanese book from library. Though I do not know exactly if I pronounce words correctly.
I like watching anime, it helped me listen some of the common use sentence that I can understand without reading subtitles.
All encounter experiences happened in hotels, especially rooms and elevator, room the most.
The most recent was a year before Covid. I follow an ex-colleague and her sister's family to hometown in Pahang (I think) for CNY, I didn't fly home that year.
That early evening, We last minute booked a cheap family room for one night via Traveloka app, it's a motel, and rows of resident houses behind with no fences.
My single bed was at the end of the room. I felt abit odd of sort. Everything was fine, until that night.. I couldn't sleep because of "it". When lights off, air-con is cold, my spot is the darkest, like there was a cloak of shadow surrounding me.
I stayed half awake until 3am+. There's a hard felt of hotness on my left ear, like an hot iron is placed close to me, while the rest of my body is cool. I could imagine there must be a fire happened here and a victim was burned alive at where I lied. That grumpy noise mimicking of a voice of something, fierce..
My ex-colleague probably awoke from me, she offered to exchange bed with me, I slept in her bed, only then I was able to sleep through the night. The next day, my colleague went to visit small temple to "enhance" her prayer beads from a senior monk.
Even she felt that.
I, survive another year.
Didn't have the things checked in my wishlist, and the same resolution every year whatsoever.
Bought a drawing software, but rarely use more than 10 times in 52 weeks. Bought a digital tablet last last year, but still look good as new. Hope I can take more time to master that.
Didn't have much achievement in my career because schedules are packed with busy-ness. I don't get to enjoy in learning pace since work kept occupying my personal time. The rest of my personal is just nourish with sleep.
It's a raining new year.
Have a bunch of good games, but only touch a few. I play Cyberpunk and Sims 4 the most. Other co-op or multiplayer games I seldom touch now as not everyone are free to play at the said time and night. Many often have family time so I don't get to play with all of them now on the second pandemic year.
I have small round of people who share the same interest in gaming. I team up with them from blasting zombies to raising cars. I have longed for an external keyboard for gaming and others, but felt uncertain to cart in at first. But when end sales are cheaper, I finally decided to purchase online. The package delivered in two days. It's a Logitech G213 gaming keyboard with multiple functions. Affordable for RM148 with such typing experience. Yes, I like typing too.
