It's so hard to be good or neither be good or be bad.
Sometimes, I want to be serious but people thought I'm proud the way I treat them, in the other way around....
Feeling clueless when somebody give their puppy eyes looking at me and ask for help. I did, with no return. Excuse me, no 'thank you' ?
Whether I being soft or tough, people mistaken I as their God (target), which means anything 冬瓜豆腐, they will find me. 余曰： 无事不登山宝殿......
Can't they figure out their solution before they find me? Can't they pay attention and don't skip classes the way they like? Lazy, dependent people...
Being too nice, saya rugi. I lend a CD installer (that cost me RM18 fucking shit searching in Centre) to a senior student who's in need of working on her final project. Two weeks later, sms about the returning the CD, she gave no reply after I texted her "When you have class?"
Almost coming two months now, no news... IS ＳＨＥ DEAD !? I reallllllly don't want to add these people into my Foes List, as I want peace out. I know there's people who would definitely call me selfish if I say "No" when they knew I had the stuff they FUCKING wanted.
I don't know if I ever been depending on some of you out there sometime ago, but if so I may say thank you, and hope I repay for your generosity and helpful.
Any advice is welcome, but... I don't think I might follow... because I suck at being a "bloody debater", you know what I mean ?
3 comments:
u're right, many times we may find ourselves rugi...we're like orang gila...we're like a tool to others, right?
And well, I don't think that's an act of selfish. If that person didn't do his/her part, that isn't we're "cruel" but they themselves who do not have RESPONSIBILITY Towards Themselves!!! If someone is sick, couldn't come to school or what, we help, that's not a problem. But for people who doesn't even help him/herself, he/she will get what he/she "deserves" as for their laziness!
Hey friend, those who understand you know your heart. You aren't a selfish person...So Don't bother those who do not take you as friend (don't tell me their act is the right way of treating a friend) Hey,don't let them put you on nerves. God will reward you someday =) Angel besides you jot down every incident happened to you,k? =)
无事不登山宝殿......
有些人就是那样。有事就对你很友善，没事的话连个打招呼都没呢。大多只有我帮他，我有麻烦他就赶及飞得远远的。（什么道理啊＝＝）
算了，他不帮，找别人咯，再不然靠自己。（就算找他，这样的人也或许靠不住吧）
他需要帮忙，就看那是我心情吧。（助人为快乐之本嘛。）
所说过的，不是每样事都有回报啊。帮到的就帮，但还是想清楚点，后果会如何。
这样的人，不必太在意，又何必为他们而增多你的烦恼呢。＝］
All : 总觉得我比别人慢半拍，帮了后才醒悟自己被利用 +____+,就算我早知道他们的企图，他们也一样硬在我身边吵着正忙的我。
说来说去，我不大会跟别人说话。。。我妈也一样说我不会讲话。。。。 比较深似的问题我必须深思久久才找到要说的话，有经验的当然哗啦直说。
不过现在有了SMS， MSN 之后，能让我有足够些时间去想过后才type，又不用看脸色，轻松多了。。。
所以有人问：“很奇怪喔你，在MSN上讲话和跟真人讲话完全不同人的喔～” >____>
虽妈曾告诉我，要相信有好报，只是那个日子还没。但我从来不相信“做好事有好报，做坏有坏报”。 反而做好事会有坏报，做坏事还是有坏报。 到。。。
Mao: I never address everyone as 'friend' but classmate or people except those are in my Friend List.
It's not I want to, but my nerves just went out of control....
Cherric : yea, really they won't greet you, but if one day they suddenly greet you, something is coming...
my former classmate also like that when I asked for help because I was busy on my school duty. She said "I'm busy " with a changing rude face and walked away.
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