Teaming up work with guys, they treated me lightly, think about money, gamble, sport games, bragging work and pride; grouping with girls, chit-chating, talking dress, cosmetics, boyfriends and complaints about work... ; my kind? I am more afraid to mix around with them, their lives or with their girlfriends, other than what we all share that kind of fate life, many of them smoke and drink, and have long hours work and commitment that I hardly have the chance to ask them out, (asking out means spending more money), I just don't suit any side.
I probably don't know how to be a woman or a man other
than be myself. The truth is, I'm confused when I don't know how long I
can hold my sanity.
Just what the meaning of be myself in here anyway? Was it my unsocialized manner as fault?
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